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Jul 25, 2004 10:39

Well, I've had this journal for 2 years now. I've deleted all my entries because I don't like my past and I don't want to be reminded of it. So, here it is... brand new. I'll let you get to know me better...

My name is Lauren. I am 16 ( 17 in September)and a junior-to-be. I attend Mountain Pointe High School and I am actually looking forward to this school year.

I have the biggest obsession for the movie "The Notebook". I think you can tell just by my journal alone. I'm trying to read the book, but my first experience caught me with the movie. It's a beautiful portray of what I'm looking for in my life... and unforgettable and miracle-working love.

Speaking of "love", my boyfriend of 18 months and I recently had a fall out. I am dealing with it the best that I can... but it's hard. He claims he still "loves" and "misses" me and he wants everything to work out, but when it comes to him, I'm the least bit optimistic. I'm a hopeless romantic, and he's not what I want... but at the same time I cannot leave him. So, that's where I stand right now... in a hole. I love him with all my heart, but it's just a fling. I'm trying my best to keep him happy, but with his everychanging mind and immature decisions, it's pretty hard to do.

I have the greatest friends in the world. They are constantly there for me and they work wonders. I couldn't ask for better friends... I love them.

So, that's about it. This is my journal... my story... my life. If you got a problem, no one asked you to read this. If you're going to comment, I suggest you keep it clean. So, let's get this started...
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