Ok.. I love the stay at home husband
THese past 2 weeks have been AWESOME with Brandon... He's been off these past two weeks, and he's feeling great, in a great happy mood, not stressed or ANYTHING!.. I think I may let HIM be the stay at home husband.. I seem to not mind working as bad as he does. It REALLY makes a GREAT difference on his attitude. Brandon has only had 1 or 2 bad days over the past 2 weeks. Brandon's mom gave me an 8 X 10 of him at age 2... and I've realized.. ALL That does is make me want a baby even WORSE!!! Brandon was just about the CUTEST thing I've ever seen, and having that picture staring at me all the time only makes me MISS Him more when he's gone to work.. and wonder what our kids will look like. and hope that our kids have his chunky little arms and teeth.
I'm starting my job the 8th. I've still YET to get a hold of my advisor.. but I'm hoping to get him at 9am this morning, so I can give work my school schedule. I've played my piano pretty much everyday since it's been here (since the 23rd). It needs ta be tuned, but other than the chips in the keys, it's a good piano. It does look GOOD in the house. I've realized that prob no matter how much weight I lose.. I prob will NEVER be satisfied. I have realized for prob like the 100th time in the past 3 years.. that I NEED to quit picking my lips.. since I've been 18 I've noticed that it doesn't heal the way it used to. I put Neosporin on the everynight before I go to bed, wake up to perfectly healed lips, and then while I'm exercising in the morning.. I've picked them to look TERRIBLE again.... I really need to find something else to do..... I'm DESPERATE... b/c I can TELL that I'm going to get skin cancer. There's a strip on my lip that has like a whitish tint to it when I've picked them to death.. I need to find some OTHER habit to deal with all the massive stress that I've been under lately. Oddly enough I don't get into the binging deal.. so I've got to find some other way to deal with this OBSESSIOn that I have.. It REALLY is IMPOSSIBLE for me to NOT touch my lips...
Well.. how bout that! I think I've made the FIRST resolution I've EVER made in my life! I always thought that the concept was just RETARDED.. but I guess for the first time ever... that's my resolution. I know that the ONLY Thing that keeps me from it is RED lipstick... but A.. sometimes I forget and then I get red smears ALL OVER the place... and B... I HATE MAKEUP.. I don't like it, can't stand it, won't wear it.. and C.. I look dumb with just lipstick.. I really would consider this if it would PERMANENTLY stop me from doing it.. but all it does is keep me from it WHILE I'm WEARING the lipstick.. but once it's off... I start picking again.. Anyways.. I'll prob just hafta start SMOKING in order to stop THIS...
I'm starting my job the 8th. I've still YET to get a hold of my advisor.. but I'm hoping to get him at 9am this morning, so I can give work my school schedule. I've played my piano pretty much everyday since it's been here (since the 23rd). It needs ta be tuned, but other than the chips in the keys, it's a good piano. It does look GOOD in the house. I've realized that prob no matter how much weight I lose.. I prob will NEVER be satisfied. I have realized for prob like the 100th time in the past 3 years.. that I NEED to quit picking my lips.. since I've been 18 I've noticed that it doesn't heal the way it used to. I put Neosporin on the everynight before I go to bed, wake up to perfectly healed lips, and then while I'm exercising in the morning.. I've picked them to look TERRIBLE again.... I really need to find something else to do..... I'm DESPERATE... b/c I can TELL that I'm going to get skin cancer. There's a strip on my lip that has like a whitish tint to it when I've picked them to death.. I need to find some OTHER habit to deal with all the massive stress that I've been under lately. Oddly enough I don't get into the binging deal.. so I've got to find some other way to deal with this OBSESSIOn that I have.. It REALLY is IMPOSSIBLE for me to NOT touch my lips...
Well.. how bout that! I think I've made the FIRST resolution I've EVER made in my life! I always thought that the concept was just RETARDED.. but I guess for the first time ever... that's my resolution. I know that the ONLY Thing that keeps me from it is RED lipstick... but A.. sometimes I forget and then I get red smears ALL OVER the place... and B... I HATE MAKEUP.. I don't like it, can't stand it, won't wear it.. and C.. I look dumb with just lipstick.. I really would consider this if it would PERMANENTLY stop me from doing it.. but all it does is keep me from it WHILE I'm WEARING the lipstick.. but once it's off... I start picking again.. Anyways.. I'll prob just hafta start SMOKING in order to stop THIS...