Dec 22, 2006 01:49
I woke up this morning at 6:30am with Brandon giving me a kiss on the cheek.. which was TOTALLY sweet..
He went to lay down.. and I realized... that the WHOLE ROOM was SPINNING.... I got up and it stopped.. but the floor was waving.
I went to the bathroom cuz I thought I was gonna PEUK... I laid back down.... SPINNING AGAIN... This time I decided to just stay up... even though I was PURELY EXHAUSTED..
Brandon told me I wasn't going ANYWHERE today unless I ate.. which I told him was like me asking him to do a cartwheel (SEVERE PAIN)
I didn't make it far before THrowing UP...
I decided that I was NOT going to work.. severely dizzy..
Went in to the doctor.. and sure enough I had ear trouble b/c of how big my ulcer is and the swelling was messing up my ear canal..
so I'm on antibiotics, "magic mouthwash" and advil, and chloriseptic... so now my day lays out like this...
12a - swish, chloriseptic
1a - chloriseptic
2a - chloriseptic
3a - chloriseptic
4a - swish, chloriseptic
5a - chloriseptic
6a - chloriseptic
7a - 3 advil and antibiotics, chloriseptic
8a - swish, chloriseptic
9a - chloriseptic
10a - chloriseptic
11a - chloriseptic
12p - chloriseptic, swish, 3 advil
1p - chloriseptic
2p - chloriseptic
3p - chloriseptic
4p - swish, chloriseptic
5p - chloriseptic
6p - chloriseptic
7p - antibiotics, chloriseptic, 3 advil
8p - swish, chloriseptic
9p - chloriseptic
10p - chloriseptic
11p - chloriseptic
I've got the following shopping left to do:
Mama - 1.39
Papa - 28.44
Brother - 40 + 30 for his birthday
Brandon - One more gift about 30
Mom - 25
Dad - 50
Zack - 30
Aunt Sissy - 8.53
Gran - 35
Daddy - 30 left
2 $25 switch gifts
I've only gotten the following people completely done:
Mike
Uncle Victor
Ann Marie
Victor
Victoria
Rood
Katie
Meer
But seeing as I did all of my shopping yesterday, I think I'm doing alright
I'll do the rest tomorra and whatever's left I'll do Saturday.
I was worried that I had a stomach virus, but I've only SLIGHTLY felt queezy today after I got sick this morning.
I've still felt dizzy, but not ANYTHING like this morning.
I kinda had a clue that my ear was messing up last night.
I went into this painting shop and when I had turned my head sideways to look at a painting.. I got SUCKED in.
I hope I NEVER have inner ear trouble like that.. I barely could walk today.
I hope I get better by Christmas...
We've got Brandon's Nanny's at 5, and my gran's at 6 on Eve.
Mama's Christmas AM, then his mawmaw's at 2pm
His mom's is the 26th at 5pm.
I don't know when we're gonna do his dad's.
Then his Great Grandma - Sister Mable Morrow Christmas Friday after Christmas at 6pm.
We do "Bingo" for that one, which I always TEAR some TAIL UP on that game.. so I'm thinking about buying something that I want (like Sims 2 Holiday edition).. knowing good and well that no other woman's gonna want that :) Or I could be nice and buy a generic woman's gift that pretty much everyone wants.. It's just there are SO MANY things that I want.. and I honestly NEVER DO buy anything for myself.. so this is like the perfect opportunity to do that..
That's why my list of wants continue to grow and grow..
Well.. I do only buy stuff for myself when I get Birthday money and Christmas money, but during the rest of the year, I absolutely don't buy anything for myself.
Brandon felt really great today.. and I'm SO GLAD...
He felt better than I've seen him in a year.
That's really all I want for Christmas... Brandon to be on his medicine, and for our lives to be normal again.
Not for my sake, but for his... It's really horrible seeing someone go through something like that, and not be able to help at all..