Total truth has come to pass...
Well... I met with Jessi-chan's parents tonight...
I fear I may be seeing less of her for a while. I will still see her, but I doubt I will be given the opportunity to do so quite so frequently, and also I doubt I will be given any time alone with her for some time...
I love her, though, and I know we will get through this.
And hopefully, someday, I can regain the trust and respect of her parents. I am somewhat optimistic where her father is concerned, but I fear I am in for rather tough times with her mother...
In some ways, however, I am feeling quite relieved. Sure, I am still sad that Jessi-chan seems to be in so much pain over this crisis, and I am also rather shamed that I have done something to hurt her parents, people I rather like. Yet I am also feeling relieved. Now, I no longer have to live in constant worry of the truth coming out and Jessi's parents feeling betrayed. (Of course, this is because it has come to pass... but my shame will lessen with time, whereas the worry was only becoming greater with time.)
And more importantly, now Jessi-chan and I can have a relationship completely based on truth.
Jessi-chan, I will always love you.
I fear I may be seeing less of her for a while. I will still see her, but I doubt I will be given the opportunity to do so quite so frequently, and also I doubt I will be given any time alone with her for some time...
I love her, though, and I know we will get through this.
And hopefully, someday, I can regain the trust and respect of her parents. I am somewhat optimistic where her father is concerned, but I fear I am in for rather tough times with her mother...
In some ways, however, I am feeling quite relieved. Sure, I am still sad that Jessi-chan seems to be in so much pain over this crisis, and I am also rather shamed that I have done something to hurt her parents, people I rather like. Yet I am also feeling relieved. Now, I no longer have to live in constant worry of the truth coming out and Jessi's parents feeling betrayed. (Of course, this is because it has come to pass... but my shame will lessen with time, whereas the worry was only becoming greater with time.)
And more importantly, now Jessi-chan and I can have a relationship completely based on truth.
Jessi-chan, I will always love you.