Laptop-the distraction of the hour.
Let’s see so yesterday I got a laptop. Yes that’s right me I have a brad new laptop. And so far I have used it to…well um…not for anything really spectacular really. I have played like 20 hours; literally, of Homeworld on it all ready I mean the screen clarity and graphics that come just basic on it are awesome not o mention that it’s a laptop witch just automatically bumps up the kewl points like 10 notches.
You know just thinking here but “let’s” is quite an interesting word. Its and abbreviation for “let us” which is very unique considering most ‘s are usually representative of “is”. Just different.
So where was I…oh yes here, on my laptop, in my bed using my wireless internet to update on Lj. Yes wireless internet in actuality is very kewl thing in deed. Earlier today I was on line at the church on someone’s network that just happen to come in there and they had left it as an open network. So I just hoped right on no problem it was very fun. No worries though the network I’m on right now is really mine or rather the ppl who I’m staying with right now, and I have there permission and in fact there access code as it is not and open network (there smart).
So at this point you may be wondering why all the meaningless drivel about networks and games and even sader, conjunction forms?? Well have you ever heard of free association writing?? You have, good. You haven’t?? Well lest just say that right now this page is my therapist (no not “the rapist” “therapist“ what’s the difference?? well just a little space between, therapists don’t touch you) NE way, I’m really actually trebled beyond words I think. There are so many serious things going on in my life and major responsibilities and relational issues...I could cry. So I don’t think about it all but write all of this instead.
Why do I get so depressed so often so easily? Why? Why can’t I just stay expectant determined and joyful. When do I get to be content?!? When will I know real and lasting and I mean lasting not just an hour of PEACE true peace??!?
You know just thinking here but “let’s” is quite an interesting word. Its and abbreviation for “let us” which is very unique considering most ‘s are usually representative of “is”. Just different.
So where was I…oh yes here, on my laptop, in my bed using my wireless internet to update on Lj. Yes wireless internet in actuality is very kewl thing in deed. Earlier today I was on line at the church on someone’s network that just happen to come in there and they had left it as an open network. So I just hoped right on no problem it was very fun. No worries though the network I’m on right now is really mine or rather the ppl who I’m staying with right now, and I have there permission and in fact there access code as it is not and open network (there smart).
So at this point you may be wondering why all the meaningless drivel about networks and games and even sader, conjunction forms?? Well have you ever heard of free association writing?? You have, good. You haven’t?? Well lest just say that right now this page is my therapist (no not “the rapist” “therapist“ what’s the difference?? well just a little space between, therapists don’t touch you) NE way, I’m really actually trebled beyond words I think. There are so many serious things going on in my life and major responsibilities and relational issues...I could cry. So I don’t think about it all but write all of this instead.
Why do I get so depressed so often so easily? Why? Why can’t I just stay expectant determined and joyful. When do I get to be content?!? When will I know real and lasting and I mean lasting not just an hour of PEACE true peace??!?