the funny thing
Don't reply to this
This isn't a please take me back message. This is a message coming from the bottom of my heart. I am laying in bed right now with your hoodie on just thinking about the good times we had how happy you make me. I fucked up many times and I am sorry. I know my actions didn't show I love you. I do love you John. I am sorry for what I put you through and you deserve better than me. This isn't me asking for you back. This is me saying I am sorry John. I really really really don't want you to respond to this. I have tears in my eyes. Thank you for everything John. For being here me. I hurt you but you were always still there for me. I don't know where I will be tomorrow or a week from now. I just want you know you will always be in my heart. I put the picture of you on my little board next to my computer so you will always be with me. John... Just... Thank you. Really thank you for just being you. I really didn't deserve you. Thank you for opening my eyes to the many things in this world. I love you John. Thank you.
this is whats written to me, making it crystal clear she doesnt want back...I dont think she knows, idk who she doesnt, but I dont think she realizes I dont want back... I think the games should stop. I have nothing more to say to her anymore. This weekend holds new horizons, I am done sitting and wallowing for someone filled with lies, someone that is basically been a stranger to me. Finding out she was using a snapchat the whole time... My best friend said a few things the other night to really get my head back on straight. I am glad I am starting to feel normal again....Here is to you Ricky, and your words of wisdom. Ull never read this, but u saved me a heart break....
You want my raw gut feeling?
yeah
I know you're hurt and the depression is choking the life from you right now. But you gotta let her go duder
My gut is saying that there's more hurt to come if you don't
The only thing that'll happen if you make her compromise is resentment
If you feel the need to hide dumb shit then you're probably gonna hide a lot more
and last but not least....
Like you said she ran away from the talks that needed to be had
That's a cheaters mentality
Instead of confronting emotion and hashing things out it's easier to console yourself in someone else than to be vulnerable and face each other
Thanks Julio Hernandez for being family to me. Sincerly my life wouldnt be the same without you. You are always here with me bro!
This isn't a please take me back message. This is a message coming from the bottom of my heart. I am laying in bed right now with your hoodie on just thinking about the good times we had how happy you make me. I fucked up many times and I am sorry. I know my actions didn't show I love you. I do love you John. I am sorry for what I put you through and you deserve better than me. This isn't me asking for you back. This is me saying I am sorry John. I really really really don't want you to respond to this. I have tears in my eyes. Thank you for everything John. For being here me. I hurt you but you were always still there for me. I don't know where I will be tomorrow or a week from now. I just want you know you will always be in my heart. I put the picture of you on my little board next to my computer so you will always be with me. John... Just... Thank you. Really thank you for just being you. I really didn't deserve you. Thank you for opening my eyes to the many things in this world. I love you John. Thank you.
this is whats written to me, making it crystal clear she doesnt want back...I dont think she knows, idk who she doesnt, but I dont think she realizes I dont want back... I think the games should stop. I have nothing more to say to her anymore. This weekend holds new horizons, I am done sitting and wallowing for someone filled with lies, someone that is basically been a stranger to me. Finding out she was using a snapchat the whole time... My best friend said a few things the other night to really get my head back on straight. I am glad I am starting to feel normal again....Here is to you Ricky, and your words of wisdom. Ull never read this, but u saved me a heart break....
You want my raw gut feeling?
yeah
I know you're hurt and the depression is choking the life from you right now. But you gotta let her go duder
My gut is saying that there's more hurt to come if you don't
The only thing that'll happen if you make her compromise is resentment
If you feel the need to hide dumb shit then you're probably gonna hide a lot more
and last but not least....
Like you said she ran away from the talks that needed to be had
That's a cheaters mentality
Instead of confronting emotion and hashing things out it's easier to console yourself in someone else than to be vulnerable and face each other
Thanks Julio Hernandez for being family to me. Sincerly my life wouldnt be the same without you. You are always here with me bro!