So This Is Growing Up

Sep 16, 2004 21:52

Yeah.. I am going to be the big One-Eight on Saturday. I am no longer considered a child, but an adult. That is a very scary thought. Just today I asked my mom if she had called the doctor for me and she replied, "No Pam, You are going to be 18, you have to do that now." Augh. I do not want to grow up. That is not fair. I guess when she told me that today it was like a slap in the face. I have to start making decisions that are going to alter the rest of my life such as college and my major.
Life has taught me a lot in these lovely 18 years. People come and go out of your life like the wind, some come back, some stay, and others you never hear from or see again. I learned this when I moved to Louisiana. I now know who my true friends are from up there, and I am truly blessed by them. I miss Holly terribly. I miss spending my birthday's with her and hearing her sing Happy Birthday to me in her lovely Sheryl voice.
"Time is a precious thing, never waste it." Willy Wonka. I think that quote explains itself. I waste too much time doing things that I do not want to do. I am going to be 18 years old and I still haven't been to the park with my dad. Why? Because I waste the time that I could be spending with my dad sleeping. Yeah, I am a great daughter. It is just so crazy to me how fast life is passing me by. Pretty soon I am going to be graduating college and getting married to the love of my life..then comes kids.. scary thought. On that note I am going to go. I have to do some more homework that takes time out of my precious life.

C'est La Vie.
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