I need to be loved.

[yoshiwara]

Everyone wants to be loved; I need it. I know I am truely loved by a few of my select friends but I see them 5% of the time (19/365 days or less). I also need more than what they can give me: they are my family and I am very thankful for that! I need the sort of love that follows me everywhere, the sort I can take home at night and cuddle up next to with a good book in the dead of winter. I need someone to just be there, no matter what. I've been 'alone' most of my life so I know I can survive but I've been working on my quality of life a lot lately and I want to do more than survive. There are people in my life that I know I could have this sort of love with, but love takes 2 and 2, I have not.

I will always accept your love, but I do not want your sympathy or pity. I just wanted to get that out.

Thank you for listening.