Oh Yeah
Alright
Are you going to be in my dreams
Tonight?
Actually I did have an odd dream last night involving mdkblackwolf and some girl that I went to high school with. We were all stuck in a dark, cold apartment after an earthquake had ended the world. Not quite 2012 style, but more in the way that it destroyed just about every building on the planet and fires were burning out of control everywhere. After a discussion about what to bring with us from the apartment for our long journey to find salvation, we stepped out into the fires all around. The building behind us was on fire, the bushes in the garden were all on fire, and the ground that we walked on had spot fires here and there, and I think I made a comment along the lines of all my problems that I had before in life suddenly seemed so trivial.
What did strike me the most though, was that after the initial horror of realising that everything and everyone was gone, there was a strong sense of tranquil cathartic calm. As though a great burden had been let go, and in its place now was the chance to start completely anew with a clean slate in a brand new world.
...Mm, I think it's been a while since I've felt that at peace. Certainly not while I've been awake, at any rate.
Anyway, I think I'm having a relapse in my TF2 addiction. I come home and tell myself that I'll try being productive for a chance and I'll only game for 30 minutes and end up going for 2 hours and realise I've gotten nothing done. So I still end up trying to get stuff done and pay for it by getting 2 fewer hours of sleep every night. Which probably might explain my odd dreams, come to think of it.
But there is something about killing nubs over and over again that is oh so invigorating. Especially the whiny ones or the ones who act like they're top shit. Fuckers need a lesson in learning to not act like fuckers, I reckon. >:B
Anyway, I think today I'll try to stay off Steam all together for a change and spend that time trying to find where I left my mental faculties. Cheerio.
Are you going to be in my dreams
Tonight?
Click to viewActually I did have an odd dream last night involving mdkblackwolf and some girl that I went to high school with. We were all stuck in a dark, cold apartment after an earthquake had ended the world. Not quite 2012 style, but more in the way that it destroyed just about every building on the planet and fires were burning out of control everywhere. After a discussion about what to bring with us from the apartment for our long journey to find salvation, we stepped out into the fires all around. The building behind us was on fire, the bushes in the garden were all on fire, and the ground that we walked on had spot fires here and there, and I think I made a comment along the lines of all my problems that I had before in life suddenly seemed so trivial.
What did strike me the most though, was that after the initial horror of realising that everything and everyone was gone, there was a strong sense of tranquil cathartic calm. As though a great burden had been let go, and in its place now was the chance to start completely anew with a clean slate in a brand new world.
...Mm, I think it's been a while since I've felt that at peace. Certainly not while I've been awake, at any rate.
Anyway, I think I'm having a relapse in my TF2 addiction. I come home and tell myself that I'll try being productive for a chance and I'll only game for 30 minutes and end up going for 2 hours and realise I've gotten nothing done. So I still end up trying to get stuff done and pay for it by getting 2 fewer hours of sleep every night. Which probably might explain my odd dreams, come to think of it.
But there is something about killing nubs over and over again that is oh so invigorating. Especially the whiny ones or the ones who act like they're top shit. Fuckers need a lesson in learning to not act like fuckers, I reckon. >:B
Anyway, I think today I'll try to stay off Steam all together for a change and spend that time trying to find where I left my mental faculties. Cheerio.