i cannot believe that
i have been with ryan for a whole YEAR. it's insane to think about. i never thought i could be with someone for this long. it's a great feeling. i'm just a little scared about the future, but i think everything will work out. and if we are meant to be together forever, then things will happen on their own and in their own time. i just need to know that he is going to put in the effort to make our future worth it. here's where my patience kicks in.