May 21, 2008 10:02
tim threw alot at me tonight...about the future.
he wants me to get a better job with a better income, something that i can make a career out of. and i will definitely not be making a career out of taking care of mentally challenged adults. the most you can make is probably $13/hour. so he gave me some suggestions..such as working at a bank. you can start at the bottom and work your way up. and they send you to school for free! how awesome is that? he also suggested i ask my mom to keep her ears open for a job in the union. they start out at like $17/hour. my mom said she would, but to also look in the paper for secretary jobs. so im gonna start getting serious about a new job.
the reason WHY he wants me to make a better income, is because he wants to get an apartment with me next summer =D!!!!!!!!!!!! omg he made me so happy last night, saying all this to me.
i would do anything for this boy, anything. anything to have a future with him. he also talked "hypothetically" about buying a house with me in the future =D!!!!!!!! and he "hypothetically" was saying if we were to get married [=D!!!!!!!], we would buy a kick ass house. and he was telling me all the specifics of his dream house. how he would buy a house that he could fix up and add on things. omg i was like crying just thinking about me and him, having our own house, married...kids eventually. its just like, unreal how realistic everything is right now. if that makes sense lol.
i am absolutely, completely in love with timothy edward sharon. and i cannot wait to have a future with him. he is the boy of my dreams. i wouldnt want anyone else. he makes me so happy, this is just. amazing. i cant believe this is finally happening to me. after all the shit boyfriends ive had. i have a man now, a real man. who will take care of me for the rest of my life. and i am so excited for what is to come <3
love,
house,
future,
new job,
timmy