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[yorfavoritehick]

well livejournal, i'm afraid now is the true goodbye.
forget all of those teasing times, its actually time to seriously end you.
for you have been a greedy friend, taking and taking my hopes and fears, but then keeping them for yourself, never sharing, never granting.
this is just not a healthy realtionship.

becoming and open, vulnerable person has gotten me no where. so i'm turning back to my old ways, my happier, simplier ways.
i think i want some distance. from it all really.
i'm fucking fed up with being lifes' manure pile.
and i'm in the mood to not care and be selfish. 
sorry, but deal.