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Today is day .... somewhere in the middle. This means that for the next few days I will be on a hormonal rampage, hating myself and all involved in my life. Starting about an hour ago when I was in bed trying to sleep, I entered into a 3-5 day depression (more than my normal state of general unhappiness). The plus side? At least this time, I am aware of what is going on. I won't have suicidal urges and no idea why. I'll still hate myself, and bitch and moan and cry, but at least I know that in a week I'll feel much better. That is all.