Who do you really need?
TITLE: Who do you really need?
AUTHOR: yooyumdolphin
PAIRING: YooSu
GENRE: Romance, Fluff , Drama?
RATING: pg-13
LENGTH: Oneshot
DISCLAIMER: NO, THESE GODS ARE NOT MINE.
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"Yah , be careful! Don't drop that box, the contents are fragile"
Junsu heard his lover yell as he was moving boxes and stuff everywhere in their apartment.
You heard read right ! Their new apartment !! They just moved in together and now their
fixing their stuff and all that chummmy. And he just realized it's tiring as hell. !
And harder with Yoochun yelling around like he's some kind of stupid or something.
"Junsu-ah, move faster so we can rest" the older man voiced again.
Yoochun was currently fixing the lights on the ceiling ,
propped up on a ladder and doing some serious work.
But as a teeny tiny bit of an accident ,Junsu dropped the box which
contained his(Junsu's) collection of books.
Making a loud THUD on the floor, which startled Yoochun and a
lmost made him fall off the ladder.
"YAH! I ALMOST FELL OFF!" Yoochun yet yelled again.
"I'm sorry , Chunnie-ah" the duckbutt apologized, he admits that he's kinda ,
- wait -, really clumsy.
"Aish" he heard his lover hiss.
But then again, he keeps falling and dropping stuff like the clumsy cutie he is.
So he keeps hearing Yoochun scold him here and there "Yah!" ,"Hey! Don't drop that" ,
"Oi, can't you be extra careful?"
Junsu is starting to FEEL HURT a little but decided he's at fault too,
so he'll bare with his lover's scolding.
But then again and again, he's clumsy so he dropped things and again!
Yoochun scolded him for every bit of mistake.
And his heart exploded when he heard Yoochun say a faint
"I wish Jaejoong was here to help me instead, he's greater at these things"
He fought back the urge to punch his lover and the face and cry in front of him.
He was fucking pissed off .
But he kept silence and told Yoochun he was just gonna check if they left some other
things in the car.
So going out he did.
He was still keeping his cool and pulled his phone to call his Jaejoong hyung
and ask him to come over.
When Jae asked him why, he just said 'Yoochun wants you over'.
And Jaejoong agreed and said he'll be there in about 5 minutes 'cause he
is just in a coffee shop near the place.
He walked out of the apartment's vicinity, not knowing were to go but certainly not
back into that apartment where he isn't wanted.
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"Aisshh, where is that Kim Junsu?" Yoochun asked himself as he moved stuff from here to there.
His lover was out like five minutes ago and he isn't back yet.
The apartment is almost as good as done, just a lil bit more adjusting.
"Maybe , we did forget some stuff." he mumbled
As he was in the process of unpacking things out of the boxes in their bedroom,
he heard the door open and shut.
"YAH, KIM JUNSU WHERE HAVE YOU BE----" his yell was cut off when
he saw his Jae-hyung entering the bedroom instead of his boyfriend.
Eh?
"Do you really have to yell?" Jaejoong asked him as he sat down
beside Yoochun.
"Sorry hyung, what're you doing here?"
"What the fuck do you mean what I'm doing here?,
Junsu said you wanted me over!!!!"
"I never said that !"
"Then why the heck did Junsu call me?" Jae asked seriously.
"I don't know , hyung , really."
"Then where is he?"
"......."
"What? You don't know too, Oh c'mon Yoochun,!" Jaejoong groaned.
"Hyung, he said he'll just check if we left some stuff in the car" Yoochun exclaimed.
Jaejoong sighed and pulled his phone out and dialed Junsu's number
"hello Junsu"
---
"Uhuh"
----
"Uhuh"
---
"hmm bye"
Then flipped his phone shut.
"YAH PARK YOOCHUN!!"
Yoochun stared at his hyung in fear.
"Did you do or say something at Junsu?"
"No, hyung I swear I didn't!"
"Hmmmm, I really think this has something to do with Junsu asking me to come over"
Jajoong patted his chin with his index finger as a sign of thinking.
"Did you really not say something to your lover?"
"Well, I was yelling around and stuff because he was so clumsy..." he trailed off, feeling himself shrink.
"That doesn't seem to ----, well wait, did you mention me in you rantings?" Jaejoong suddenly asked.
"I think I did?" the younger man half-asked.
"You pabo!He probably thinks you want me here instead of him!" Jaejoong squeaked.
Yoochun eyes widened at that. He didn't want to imply that,
"No, hyung I'm- I didn't mean to-- I just..." he stuttered.
"Aishh, let's just finish this up first since I'm already here." Jaejoong suggested.
"But Junsu, he- I need to find him and-- "
"He needs some time alone, Chun-ah. "
Yoochun pouted and nodded at the same time.
As Jae suggested , they finished all their works.
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It's 6pm now and Junsu had been gone for like 6 hours now.
Where could he be?
His Jae-hyung already left and now he's waiting for his hubby
to apologize and hug and make out and have sex and... arrrghhh..
He misses Junsu already.
But and an hour and a half went by and Junsu is still not home.
He's starting to get worried and angry.
Junsu's phone is off. And that worsens it.
Just as about he was to call Junsu ,
the said man came in.
Looking calm like nothing had happened. But his eyes were icy cold.
"Where have you been?" the words automatically came out of
Yoochun's mouth bluntly.
"Just walked around." Junsu answered while taking his coat off
and hanging it .
"For six fucking hours, Junsu?"
"Well fine, I had coffee with Changmin."
"I was in here , fucking fixing this stupid apartment and you were there
flirting with Changmin?" Yoochun yelled in anger.
Junsu can't help but feel angry too.
"Oh I'm sorry Yoochun, the last time I checked you wanted Jae-hyung here instead
of me, and I was NOT flirting with Changmin!He's my friend who accepts me and
doesn't throw me away" the younger man's voice broke at the last part.
"I never threw you away !"
"Wishing that Jae-hyung was here instead says it all you fucker.!"
"You're just thinking too much!" the older yelled again.
"Oh am I Yoochun ?"
That was the last thing Junsu said before he disappeared in to
their room and slammed the door shut.
Yoochun put his hands on his face and groaned.
Not knowing what to do.
Well, he did know that he hurt Junsu , pretty bad,
Then he realized he was supposed to apologize instead of yell
and get mad at Junsu.
He was just really worried. He sighed for like the hundredth
time that day.
He's going to have to console Junsu.
He stood up and went to their room , checked the knob if
it was locked, and luckily, it wasn't .
He sighed again, seeing Junsu curled on Yoochun's
side of the bed .He approached his duckbutt and sat behind/beside
him.
"Junsu"
"..."
"Suie-aa"
"..."
Not standing the treatment, the older settled behind the duckbutt and curled an
arm around his waist. But five seconds later, Junsu got out of his hold and went to the balcony.
Making Yoochun sigh in frustration. Junsu wasn't the one to be pleased easily.
Still, he followed his lover.
Just as he was about to talk , Junsu spoke .
"Let's break up"
"What?" Yoochun stopped in his tracks and gaped at the younger.
"Let's break up" Su repeated
"Junsu , no, I'm sorry , okay?" Yoochun tried to make his voice firm.
"I'm not the one you need" Junsu said coldly.
And with that Yoochun finally broke down and cried.
Hugging his lover in the waist from behind.
"No, baby, you're the only one I need, please just don't." he sobbed.
He felt like he was going to have an asthma attack.
He can feel his chest wrench because of pain, but
he tried to fight it.
Junsu said nothing and it worried Yoochun more.
"Babe, please , I love you, I'm sorry, don't do this please." he sobbed breathily.
He hugged Junsu tighter and said please over and over again until he did have
an asthma attack.
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Only panicking breaths were heard and Junsu probably noticed and turned around.
Worry washed all over Junsu's face as he saw his lover pale and struggling to breath.
He was about to say something but was cut off by Yoochun ,
"Please.. don't leave me,"
Junsu cried and held his lover's hand.
"Shhh, Chunnie, it's okay I'm here , breathe, babe, breathe for me"
he comforted and squeezed Yoochun's hands,
He saw Yoochun's hurt and broken look and he swore he'd never
say those words again.
After a few minutes, Yoochun had finally calm down.
Junsu sighed in relief and just stared at his lover.
He really was hurt by Yoochun but Junsu realized
he was being too much.
To his confusion Yoochun pulled his hands away and
went back to the room , so he followed.
He was expecting to see his lover lying down on the bed
but he was wrong.All he saw in the bed was a big bag.
What the hell? he thought.
He looked around and his eyes widened when he saw Yoochun pulling
his clothes out of the closet and putting the on the bed.
Junsu immediately grabbed the older's wrist as the latter was
about to pull out another set of clothes.
He saw Yoochun's face full of hurt and coldness.
"What are you doing?" Junsu asked.
"Granting your wish," Yoochun answered coldly but there was still sadness.
"What?"
"You want to break up right? I'm moving out." Chun pulled
his wrist from the younger man and continued his what he's doing.
Leaving Junsu stunned in his place.
But then again, Junsu held him in place and put his hands
around Yoochun's shoulders.
"Yoochun , what ,-- I,." Junsu doesn'T know ho to start.
Once again , Yoochun got out of his hold and talked.
"It's okay Bab--- Junsu. I totally understand. I'm a bastard.
I love you , but apparently I do not deserve you, I'm sorry for all
the wrong things that I've done. I'll leave you alone now. Please be happy"
Junsu lunged at him and hugged Yoochun tightly.
The latter unresponsive. Just letting Junsu hug him.
"No , Yoochun, I was just really angry that's why I said that. I love you,
only you. You don't have to leave." the younger sobbed and buried his face on Yoochun'S neck.
"Seriously, Junsu. You don't have to keep up with me." Yoochun said.
"Yoochun-aa, I really love you okay?" he said as he started putting the clothes
back into the closet. With Yoochun just standing there and watching him.
When he was finished, he hugged Yoochun again and walked backwards
toward the bed. When the back of his knees hit the bed , He pulled the older
with him to the bed so they lay together, Junsu's head on Yoochun's chest ,
arms around his waist. But Yoochun wasn't moving at all.
Junsu frowned.
"Chunnie?"
"Hmm?" Yoochun hummed quietly.
"You love me right?"
Right then and there, the older wrapped his arm around Junsu.
"Chunnie?"
"Hmm?"
"You love me right?"
"Yes, Junsu."
"Say it"
"I love you. "
This time, Junsu pulled away and turned his back on his lover.
The words came out rather insincere. And it hurt him.
Does Yoochun not love him?
"You hurt me, Park Yoochun." he sobbed.
"You fucking hurt me."
He just felt Yoochun's arm wrap around his waist.
But heard nothing.
A few seconds later..
"I love you, Su" Yoochun said againstthe back of his neck.
And this time it felt and sounded so warm and truthful.
He turned around in his arms and looked at the latter.
"Really, Chun?" he raised an eyebrow.
He got a peck on the lips in response.
"Yes , babe, I love you, I'm sorry."
Junsu held Yoochun's face between his hands and kissed him.
"I'm sorry too, Baby."
"I love you. I love you. I love you. God, I love you" Yoochun said, each phrase
accompanied by a kiss on the lips.
"I love you , too" Junsu giggled.
"And you're giggling because?" Yoochun asked.
"Because you were such a drama queen." Junsu finally burst out laughing.
"Oh really" Yoochun then tickled Junsu until the latter gave up and
took back what he said.
They settled back into their original position in which Yoochun's chest
is a pillow for Junsu's head.
"I love you, Su" Yoochun kissed his lover's forehead.
"I love you , Chunnie" he leaned up and kissed Yoochun on the lips.
"Forever?"
"Forever."
PS: HELLO!! I'M STILL ALIVE. LOL. JUST REALLY BUSY . I MISS YOU !!
COMMENTS ARE LOOOOOVEEEEED. <3 <3
LOVE YOU PLUSHIES!
AUTHOR: yooyumdolphin
PAIRING: YooSu
GENRE: Romance, Fluff , Drama?
RATING: pg-13
LENGTH: Oneshot
DISCLAIMER: NO, THESE GODS ARE NOT MINE.
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"Yah , be careful! Don't drop that box, the contents are fragile"
Junsu heard his lover yell as he was moving boxes and stuff everywhere in their apartment.
You heard read right ! Their new apartment !! They just moved in together and now their
fixing their stuff and all that chummmy. And he just realized it's tiring as hell. !
And harder with Yoochun yelling around like he's some kind of stupid or something.
"Junsu-ah, move faster so we can rest" the older man voiced again.
Yoochun was currently fixing the lights on the ceiling ,
propped up on a ladder and doing some serious work.
But as a teeny tiny bit of an accident ,Junsu dropped the box which
contained his(Junsu's) collection of books.
Making a loud THUD on the floor, which startled Yoochun and a
lmost made him fall off the ladder.
"YAH! I ALMOST FELL OFF!" Yoochun yet yelled again.
"I'm sorry , Chunnie-ah" the duckbutt apologized, he admits that he's kinda ,
- wait -, really clumsy.
"Aish" he heard his lover hiss.
But then again, he keeps falling and dropping stuff like the clumsy cutie he is.
So he keeps hearing Yoochun scold him here and there "Yah!" ,"Hey! Don't drop that" ,
"Oi, can't you be extra careful?"
Junsu is starting to FEEL HURT a little but decided he's at fault too,
so he'll bare with his lover's scolding.
But then again and again, he's clumsy so he dropped things and again!
Yoochun scolded him for every bit of mistake.
And his heart exploded when he heard Yoochun say a faint
"I wish Jaejoong was here to help me instead, he's greater at these things"
He fought back the urge to punch his lover and the face and cry in front of him.
He was fucking pissed off .
But he kept silence and told Yoochun he was just gonna check if they left some other
things in the car.
So going out he did.
He was still keeping his cool and pulled his phone to call his Jaejoong hyung
and ask him to come over.
When Jae asked him why, he just said 'Yoochun wants you over'.
And Jaejoong agreed and said he'll be there in about 5 minutes 'cause he
is just in a coffee shop near the place.
He walked out of the apartment's vicinity, not knowing were to go but certainly not
back into that apartment where he isn't wanted.
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"Aisshh, where is that Kim Junsu?" Yoochun asked himself as he moved stuff from here to there.
His lover was out like five minutes ago and he isn't back yet.
The apartment is almost as good as done, just a lil bit more adjusting.
"Maybe , we did forget some stuff." he mumbled
As he was in the process of unpacking things out of the boxes in their bedroom,
he heard the door open and shut.
"YAH, KIM JUNSU WHERE HAVE YOU BE----" his yell was cut off when
he saw his Jae-hyung entering the bedroom instead of his boyfriend.
Eh?
"Do you really have to yell?" Jaejoong asked him as he sat down
beside Yoochun.
"Sorry hyung, what're you doing here?"
"What the fuck do you mean what I'm doing here?,
Junsu said you wanted me over!!!!"
"I never said that !"
"Then why the heck did Junsu call me?" Jae asked seriously.
"I don't know , hyung , really."
"Then where is he?"
"......."
"What? You don't know too, Oh c'mon Yoochun,!" Jaejoong groaned.
"Hyung, he said he'll just check if we left some stuff in the car" Yoochun exclaimed.
Jaejoong sighed and pulled his phone out and dialed Junsu's number
"hello Junsu"
---
"Uhuh"
----
"Uhuh"
---
"hmm bye"
Then flipped his phone shut.
"YAH PARK YOOCHUN!!"
Yoochun stared at his hyung in fear.
"Did you do or say something at Junsu?"
"No, hyung I swear I didn't!"
"Hmmmm, I really think this has something to do with Junsu asking me to come over"
Jajoong patted his chin with his index finger as a sign of thinking.
"Did you really not say something to your lover?"
"Well, I was yelling around and stuff because he was so clumsy..." he trailed off, feeling himself shrink.
"That doesn't seem to ----, well wait, did you mention me in you rantings?" Jaejoong suddenly asked.
"I think I did?" the younger man half-asked.
"You pabo!He probably thinks you want me here instead of him!" Jaejoong squeaked.
Yoochun eyes widened at that. He didn't want to imply that,
"No, hyung I'm- I didn't mean to-- I just..." he stuttered.
"Aishh, let's just finish this up first since I'm already here." Jaejoong suggested.
"But Junsu, he- I need to find him and-- "
"He needs some time alone, Chun-ah. "
Yoochun pouted and nodded at the same time.
As Jae suggested , they finished all their works.
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It's 6pm now and Junsu had been gone for like 6 hours now.
Where could he be?
His Jae-hyung already left and now he's waiting for his hubby
to apologize and hug and make out and have sex and... arrrghhh..
He misses Junsu already.
But and an hour and a half went by and Junsu is still not home.
He's starting to get worried and angry.
Junsu's phone is off. And that worsens it.
Just as about he was to call Junsu ,
the said man came in.
Looking calm like nothing had happened. But his eyes were icy cold.
"Where have you been?" the words automatically came out of
Yoochun's mouth bluntly.
"Just walked around." Junsu answered while taking his coat off
and hanging it .
"For six fucking hours, Junsu?"
"Well fine, I had coffee with Changmin."
"I was in here , fucking fixing this stupid apartment and you were there
flirting with Changmin?" Yoochun yelled in anger.
Junsu can't help but feel angry too.
"Oh I'm sorry Yoochun, the last time I checked you wanted Jae-hyung here instead
of me, and I was NOT flirting with Changmin!He's my friend who accepts me and
doesn't throw me away" the younger man's voice broke at the last part.
"I never threw you away !"
"Wishing that Jae-hyung was here instead says it all you fucker.!"
"You're just thinking too much!" the older yelled again.
"Oh am I Yoochun ?"
That was the last thing Junsu said before he disappeared in to
their room and slammed the door shut.
Yoochun put his hands on his face and groaned.
Not knowing what to do.
Well, he did know that he hurt Junsu , pretty bad,
Then he realized he was supposed to apologize instead of yell
and get mad at Junsu.
He was just really worried. He sighed for like the hundredth
time that day.
He's going to have to console Junsu.
He stood up and went to their room , checked the knob if
it was locked, and luckily, it wasn't .
He sighed again, seeing Junsu curled on Yoochun's
side of the bed .He approached his duckbutt and sat behind/beside
him.
"Junsu"
"..."
"Suie-aa"
"..."
Not standing the treatment, the older settled behind the duckbutt and curled an
arm around his waist. But five seconds later, Junsu got out of his hold and went to the balcony.
Making Yoochun sigh in frustration. Junsu wasn't the one to be pleased easily.
Still, he followed his lover.
Just as he was about to talk , Junsu spoke .
"Let's break up"
"What?" Yoochun stopped in his tracks and gaped at the younger.
"Let's break up" Su repeated
"Junsu , no, I'm sorry , okay?" Yoochun tried to make his voice firm.
"I'm not the one you need" Junsu said coldly.
And with that Yoochun finally broke down and cried.
Hugging his lover in the waist from behind.
"No, baby, you're the only one I need, please just don't." he sobbed.
He felt like he was going to have an asthma attack.
He can feel his chest wrench because of pain, but
he tried to fight it.
Junsu said nothing and it worried Yoochun more.
"Babe, please , I love you, I'm sorry, don't do this please." he sobbed breathily.
He hugged Junsu tighter and said please over and over again until he did have
an asthma attack.
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Only panicking breaths were heard and Junsu probably noticed and turned around.
Worry washed all over Junsu's face as he saw his lover pale and struggling to breath.
He was about to say something but was cut off by Yoochun ,
"Please.. don't leave me,"
Junsu cried and held his lover's hand.
"Shhh, Chunnie, it's okay I'm here , breathe, babe, breathe for me"
he comforted and squeezed Yoochun's hands,
He saw Yoochun's hurt and broken look and he swore he'd never
say those words again.
After a few minutes, Yoochun had finally calm down.
Junsu sighed in relief and just stared at his lover.
He really was hurt by Yoochun but Junsu realized
he was being too much.
To his confusion Yoochun pulled his hands away and
went back to the room , so he followed.
He was expecting to see his lover lying down on the bed
but he was wrong.All he saw in the bed was a big bag.
What the hell? he thought.
He looked around and his eyes widened when he saw Yoochun pulling
his clothes out of the closet and putting the on the bed.
Junsu immediately grabbed the older's wrist as the latter was
about to pull out another set of clothes.
He saw Yoochun's face full of hurt and coldness.
"What are you doing?" Junsu asked.
"Granting your wish," Yoochun answered coldly but there was still sadness.
"What?"
"You want to break up right? I'm moving out." Chun pulled
his wrist from the younger man and continued his what he's doing.
Leaving Junsu stunned in his place.
But then again, Junsu held him in place and put his hands
around Yoochun's shoulders.
"Yoochun , what ,-- I,." Junsu doesn'T know ho to start.
Once again , Yoochun got out of his hold and talked.
"It's okay Bab--- Junsu. I totally understand. I'm a bastard.
I love you , but apparently I do not deserve you, I'm sorry for all
the wrong things that I've done. I'll leave you alone now. Please be happy"
Junsu lunged at him and hugged Yoochun tightly.
The latter unresponsive. Just letting Junsu hug him.
"No , Yoochun, I was just really angry that's why I said that. I love you,
only you. You don't have to leave." the younger sobbed and buried his face on Yoochun'S neck.
"Seriously, Junsu. You don't have to keep up with me." Yoochun said.
"Yoochun-aa, I really love you okay?" he said as he started putting the clothes
back into the closet. With Yoochun just standing there and watching him.
When he was finished, he hugged Yoochun again and walked backwards
toward the bed. When the back of his knees hit the bed , He pulled the older
with him to the bed so they lay together, Junsu's head on Yoochun's chest ,
arms around his waist. But Yoochun wasn't moving at all.
Junsu frowned.
"Chunnie?"
"Hmm?" Yoochun hummed quietly.
"You love me right?"
Right then and there, the older wrapped his arm around Junsu.
"Chunnie?"
"Hmm?"
"You love me right?"
"Yes, Junsu."
"Say it"
"I love you. "
This time, Junsu pulled away and turned his back on his lover.
The words came out rather insincere. And it hurt him.
Does Yoochun not love him?
"You hurt me, Park Yoochun." he sobbed.
"You fucking hurt me."
He just felt Yoochun's arm wrap around his waist.
But heard nothing.
A few seconds later..
"I love you, Su" Yoochun said againstthe back of his neck.
And this time it felt and sounded so warm and truthful.
He turned around in his arms and looked at the latter.
"Really, Chun?" he raised an eyebrow.
He got a peck on the lips in response.
"Yes , babe, I love you, I'm sorry."
Junsu held Yoochun's face between his hands and kissed him.
"I'm sorry too, Baby."
"I love you. I love you. I love you. God, I love you" Yoochun said, each phrase
accompanied by a kiss on the lips.
"I love you , too" Junsu giggled.
"And you're giggling because?" Yoochun asked.
"Because you were such a drama queen." Junsu finally burst out laughing.
"Oh really" Yoochun then tickled Junsu until the latter gave up and
took back what he said.
They settled back into their original position in which Yoochun's chest
is a pillow for Junsu's head.
"I love you, Su" Yoochun kissed his lover's forehead.
"I love you , Chunnie" he leaned up and kissed Yoochun on the lips.
"Forever?"
"Forever."
PS: HELLO!! I'M STILL ALIVE. LOL. JUST REALLY BUSY . I MISS YOU !!
COMMENTS ARE LOOOOOVEEEEED. <3 <3
LOVE YOU PLUSHIES!