Title: Bells will Ring
Length: one shot
Rating: PG 13
Pairings: YooSu
Summary: Yoochun has something that he needs to talk with his boyfriend about.
A/N: This is a sequel to the AU fic, where Chun has a male vagina, and Su as a really large ass. Really need to read Fic one, to understand this. Enjoy^^
Fic one:
We're Having a Baby “I’m useless, what do I contribute to your life that makes it any better?”
“What makes my life better, Jacob, is that you’re in it.”
“I don’t understand.”
“Jacob, you fool, can’t you see that Cynthia loves you.” Kim Junsu said to his television screen. He huffed, as he drew his blanket tighter around his body, completely content in the cocoon of warmth that he had created on the sofa. It was then that the front door to the apartment opened. Park Yoochun had come home. He strolled into the living room with a small bag of groceries in his hand. He took one look at his boyfriend, dropped the bag, and sprinted over to him.
“Junsu, what happened to your face?”
“Huh?” Yoochun lightly touched the skin around Junsu’s black and blue left eye.
“Oh that...” Junsu touched his face.
“And what happened to your fingers!?” Two of Junsu’s fingers were bandaged.
“I... I’ve had a rough day, Chunnie. I was changing Julia in our room, I went to get a fresh diaper when I tripped on a pair of pants on the floor, my eye, well that side of my face, hit the edge of your dresser, and this,” He held up his hand. “was because I was boiling water for her formula and I accidentally burnt myself with the water.” Yoochun kissed Junsu’s hand, the action kept him from laughing at his boyfriend’s misfortunes.
“You did have a rough day, poor thing. But listen, there’s something very important that I need to say, though now doesn’t seem like the best time...” Yoochun began digging into his pocket.
“What it is?”
“Junsu, we’ve been together for...” The baby monitor, a small HD screen that turns on when an infant’s voice reaches a certain pitch, giving the parents a clear audio and a visual image of their crying child, on the lamp stand came to life at that moment. The picture only showed a close up of the stuffed animal that was in front of the camera. Junsu began to get up, but Yoochun stopped him. “I’ll go, you just stay here till I come back, we really need to talk.” Yoochun stood up and headed to what used to be his work room, now turned baby nursery. Though it had pained him to shove all of his music equipment into a corner of their (his and Junsu’s) bedroom, the little person now occupying the room was more than worth it. Of course, that didn’t mean that his computer wasn’t still in the room, cause it was. They really need to start looking into getting a bigger apartment. A lady, even a little lady, should have a room all to herself (and her father should have a music room for himself). Yoochun peered into the crib, Julia’s arms were waving wildly as she made various noises of distress. Yoochun picked her up.
It was hard to believe that only five months ago, this child was still growing inside Yoochun's uterus. Day by day, it was getting harder to imagine what his life had even been like before hers had begun. It feels like it’s always been him, her, and Junsu. If only they could stay this way forever. Yoochun smiled at the notion.
Julia had quieted down while in his arms. “You and Daddy Su had a rough day today, huh? You know he’s trying very hard to take good care of you on the days that I have to work. Just be patient with him. He loves you very much, we both do. ” And he did love his daughter, he also was thankful that she had not inherited either of her fathers’ medical conditions. Though... she did have one of her own. Her ears were malformed, they were higher up on her head than what most humans have. They were also triangular in shape. Her condition is called Kedikulak, and it falls under the category of an external mutation, one of the most common types of human mutations known today... his and Junsu’s mutations are known as internal mutations and tended to be less common... transitional mutations, those that show up later in life, instead of from conception/birth are the rarest kind. Back to Julia’s situation, in layman’s terms, she has cat ears. Which in today’s society isn’t a bad thing at all, heck, there’s even a few famous models who have Kedikulak. Julia also has Junsu’s eyes, Yoochun’s mouth, and a nose all her own. Neither man have been with a woman, but after looking at baby pictures, they had concluded that the rest of her is proportionate to a normal enough degree. She is a very healthy, happy baby.
Yoochun kissed his daughter a few times and told her that he loved her again, though her cat ears didn’t hear it, since she had already fallen back to sleep. Yoochun laid her back down and quietly left the room.
He found Junsu in the kitchen. He was a bit annoyed since he had told the man to stay put so they could talk. It wasn’t hard to find him, he just had to follow the racket coming from the room. Now, what is he up too. He entered the kitchen, and took in the scene now before him. “Junsu, what are you doing?”
“What am I doing? What were you thinking!?”
“Shhhh, Julia just fell back to sleep.” Junsu whispered the last part of his question as a response. He had ripped open a bag of Depends (adult diapers) and was one by one, shoving them into the trash can (which has the ability to transform into a trash compactor or a trash incinerator). “Don’t throw them out... can we at least talk about it first.”
“Is this what you meant about needing to talk with me?”
“No, but since we’re on this subject, I DO think we should talk about it.”
“There’s nothing to talk about.”
“I think there’s plenty to talk about.” Yoochun started removing the diapers from the trash can.
“Stop that, I don’t need them.” Junsu tried to take the diapers out of Yoochun’s hands.
“Says the guy sleeping on the couch.” Junsu jerked backwards as if he had been hit. “Sorry, I shouldn’t...”
“Just forget it, all right, you obviously don’t understand.” Junsu started leaving the kitchen. Yoochun placed the diapers back into their original package, and followed Junsu.
“Then help me to understand.” Junsu had walked into their bedroom and was now rummaging through one of the drawers. He pulled out a pair of pajama’s.
“I don’t want to talk about it.”
“Well I do.”
“Look, will you just back off.”
“No, not until you start sleeping in our bed again.”
“NO, I don’t want to, not until... I can control myself.”
Okay, here’s what happened: As explained once before, Kim Junsu has been diagnosed with KKS (Kocaman Kimse Syndrome) since birth. His has an abnormally large bladder. As a result, he urinates frequently. So, after a night of very lively love making, Junsu had woken up to an already emptied bladder, it contents dampening the sheets they were laying on. Since that incident, Junsu had refused to sleep in their bed. Opting to sleep on the couch instead (the reason for the blanket he had wrapped around himself while he was perched on the sofa earlier) . And as Junsu just mentioned, he plans to sleep there until he gains better control over his need to pee. This happened a little over two weeks ago. Yoochun hasn’t brought the subject up, thinking the embarrassed Junsu just needed some time to himself. But he also knew that they would eventually have to talk about it. And about Junsu’s feeling towards his condition in general. Perhaps they should of had the discussion before he bought the diapers...
“Junsu...”
“What was it that you needed to talk to me about before?”
“That can wait. Junsu, seriously, you need to stop fighting your condition, you need to learn to accept it.”
“I do accept it.”
“Then why won’t you just wear...”
“I don’t need to.”
“Yes, you do. And you have worn diapers at night before, so I don’t see what the big deal is now.”
“Yeah, at the insistence of my last boyfriend, and you know how well THAT relationship went.”
“I thought you said it ended because you had an accident in a movie theater, and that upset him.”
“That’s not the point!... You just don’t understand... how humiliating this condition....”
“You don’t think I understand what it’s like to have an embarrassing condition?”
“You just have an extra body part, that’s different.”
“Extra body part? Junsu, I’m a man with a vagina. They still don’t have tampon dispensers in men’s bathrooms, do you know how embarrassing it is to have to go to the ladies room? You think the guys I used to date... tried to date, saw it as “just an extra body part”? They wanted to date a real guy, not someone like me.”
“You are a guy, Yoochun, you have a vajinus, a MALE vagina, you are all male.”
“I know I’m a guy. A guy whose different from most other guys, but a guy nonetheless. The point I’m trying to make here, Su, is that, yes, I do know what it’s like to have an embarrassing condition, but I got over that embarrassment, and I’ve come to accept it. And I like who I am now. I just wish you felt the same way about yourself.”
“How can I ever like such a thing about myself.” Junsu half said half asked softly.
“You know, if it wasn’t for that “thing” we would have never met.”
“But this THING is why people leave me.”
“I’m not going to leave you.”
“But...”
“Junsu, I love you, I love every part of you. That’s why I want to marry you.”
“Wha... what?”
“Junsu, will you marry me?” Yoochun let go of Junsu as he reached into his pocket and took out the ring he had been carrying with him all day. After buying it he had kept in hidden in the glove compartment of their car (Junsu never goes in there). This morning, he put in his pocket. All day he had been thinking of what words he would use to propose to Junsu. He hadn’t used any of them. He had been trying to ask him all evening. But it had come out just the same, and now all that was left was Junsu’s reply.
“You want to marry me?” He asked instead.
“I’m asking, aren’t I?”
“How much did this ring cost you?” Junsu asked.
“Will you just answer the question.”
“Wha.. oh yes, I want to... I will marry you.”
“Really?”
“I said yes, didn’t I?”
“Yes, you did.” They kissed. A lot, and started making their way towards the bed, articles of clothing coming off as they went. Junsu was taking out their needed sex supplies as Yoochun said, “Whether you wear a diaper or not, I don’t care, just sleep with me tonight, okay?”
“We are about to sleep together.”
“You know what I mean.” The naked Junsu didn’t say anything as he sat on the bed, he just stared at the mattress. The naked Yoochun sat up and put his hand on Junsu’s back. “I want you to be happy, but I also want you to be with me.”
“I want to be with you too, but... what if it happens again?”
“Then it happens again.” Junsu did not like that answer. “Look, I’ll carry you to the bathroom after we do it, if it'll make you feel better... or better yet, we can use a cup, and it can be your special pee cup, that we’ll keep by the night stand.”
“That’s gross.”
“Or you could wear a diaper.”
“I guess having a pee cup wouldn’t be too bad.”
“Good, you go get a cup you won’t mind soiling, and I’ll get myself ready for you.” Yoochun said has his hands traveled down his own body. Junsu happily rolled off the bed. But he stopped at the doorway and turned around.
“Yoochun... I really do see you as a man.” Yoochun smiled.
“And I really do see you as more than a man with a large ass.” Yoochun got to see Junsu’s tongue after he said that.
A cup was chosen, love was made, urine was passed (to cup), and life went on. Their life went on.
The End.
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Scenes with these characters kept playing in my head. But I believe their story is now complete. Yup.