Story

Feb 28, 2007 00:22

Title: Rain Storm
Pairing: Yoosu, JaeHoMin
Rating: NC-17
Author: Bara_Yosei
A/N: Yaoi
This is mainly Yoosu with a little bit of JaeHoMin at the end. I haven’t posted anything in a while and I don’t think I’ve ever posted an actual lemon scene. But I actually like it and hope every one else will too. The title really has little to do with the story but I needed a title. Please tell me if it’s stupid.



Yoochun sighed as he flopped down on his bed folding his arms behind his head. He stared silently up at the ceiling letting his thoughts wander. For some reason Junsu seemed to be upset with him. The younger boy was avoiding him lately, and Yoochun had no idea what he’d done to make him mad.

But there was no other reason for Junsu to leave the room when he came in, and he hardly spoke to him unless it was necessary. Yoochun toyed with ideas, hopping to figure out what he’d done, so he could fix it.

A short time later lightening lit up his room, followed soon after by a loud thunder clap. Yoochun rolled off his bed and went out, heading for the balcony. He wanted to watch the storm.

Apparently he wasn’t the only one. Junsu was already out there leaning on the railing watching lighting light up the night sky.

Yoochun leaned on the door frame and smiled to himself. Junsu was dressed in loose white cotton pajama pants and a matching t-shirt. His own outfit was similar but was black instead of white. In his opinion Junsu looked amazing in white.

As if he could feel the gaze, Junsu turned to face him. Yoochun smiled even as his cheeks grew warm.

“Quite a storm huh.” He stated this only to break the silence. Junsu only nodded and started to move past him. Yoochun caught his arm pulling him back onto the porch.

“Ok. I can’t take it any more. What did I do? You’re obviously mad at me, but I can’t figure out why, so just tell me and I’ll try to fix it.”

Junsu frowned slightly.

“What are you talking about? I’m not mad at you.”

Yoochun was baffled.

“What’s the deal then? Why have you been avoiding me?” What could possibly be causing the younger boy to act so strangely.

Junsu looked down at the ground as his cheeks tinged a light shade of pink just barely visible. This was not a conversation he wanted to be having, but it looked like Yoochun wasn’t going to give him a choice.

Yoochun sighed and let go of Junsu’s arm as he slid the balcony door shut with his foot.

“There, we have privacy now. Will you please tell me what’s going on?”

Junsu twisted his fingers together nervously.

“I don’t know if I can.” He said softly.

“You know you can tell me anything Junsu, no matter what it is. Please, tell me what’s wrong.” Yoochun ached to pull the younger boy close, the fear and sadness in the light brown eyes tore at his heart, but he refrained from doing so for the time being.

There was no reply for a few moments as Junsu visibly battled his thoughts. Finally the shorter boy sighed dropping his gaze back to the ground.

“I think I’m gay. Actually I know I am.”

Yoochun just barely heard the reply. Though it only proved to baffle him more.

“You know you’re not the only one, the others told us they’re bisexual and all three in a relationship. And you know I’m gay. Yeah it is hard to digest when you first figure it out but you get used to it. And I know you Junsu, that’s not entirely what’s bothering you, maybe a little, but there’s more.” Yoochun folded his arms to keep from holding the younger boy as he’d longed to do for months.

Junsu turned back to the railing resting his elbows on the cold metal and took a deep breath.

“You’re right. I accepted it only a few weeks after I figured it out. I’m comfortable with it. And there is more….”

Another deep breath. He couldn’t believe he was going to say this.

“What’s really bothering me is that I’ve realized I’m in love with some one. Physically and emotionally. My feelings are so strong that I’ve most likely loved him a long time but never realized what it was. What scares me is that I don’t know if he even likes me, I’m so afraid to loose him, which has kept me silent.” Junsu trailed off. His hands were clutched together so hard his knuckles were white and his heart was pounding.

Yoochun digested this information slowly. Junsu was in love with another guy, he’d lost his chance to be with him. But who’d caught his friends heart? He could see Junsu’s body tense with the silence. Yoochun moved to stand behind him and rested a hand on the younger boys shoulder.

“Can I ask who you’re in love with?” Though he wasn’t too sure he really wanted to know who he’d lost too.

Junsu clenched his hands tighter as he worked up the courage. Shaking slightly he turned around though he couldn’t meet the older boys gaze.

“You.” He could hardly get the word out as his throat tightened in fear.

Yoochun gaped at him for a moment then cupped Junsu’s chin in one hand urging him to meet his gaze. Light brown eyes told him he had heard correctly, but he still didn’t believe it.

“Repeat that again, I don’t think I heard you correctly.” He held Junsu’s chin gently so he could see the younger boys face.

Junsu shook with fear as he repeated himself.

“You. I’m in love with you.” He wanted to bolt, to run from the rejection he was so afraid to receive. But the balcony door was closed so he closed his eyes and waited for the expected rejection.

When soft lips pressed against his in a tender kiss Junsu’s eyes flew open in shock and he pulled back. Yoochun pressed a finger to his lips just as he opened his mouth to question the older boy.

“Sush. Or I may not get this out. I had to make sure I heard you right the first time. You don’t know how long I’ve wished you would say that. I’ve fought with myself every day for a good year to keep myself from giving into my desires. Telling myself not to hug you too long to be obvious, not to touch you too much, so I wouldn’t give my feelings away. I fell for you a long time ago Su, well over a year, I never let myself hope you would feel even remotely the same.”

Yoochun had to stop, tears were starting to cloud his vision as his emotions threatened to spill over.

It was Junsu’s turn to stare and digest what he’d just been told. He wasn’t being rejected, Yoochun hadn’t left in disgust. In fact the older boy had just admitted to loving him in return.

Junsu’s brain finally kicked into gear, and his feelings overpowered his initial fear. He closed the space between them and pressed his lips to Yoochun’s locking his arms around the taller boy’s neck.

Yoochun was taken by surprise but quickly regained his senses and returned the kiss sliding his arms around Junsu’s waist and pulled him as close as possible.

Junsu melted against the solid body as he tentatively pressed his tongue against Yoochun’s lips. He was given immediate access and his tongue darted into Yoochun’s mouth. Yoochun clutched Junsu closer as their tongues met and explored.

Junsu reluctantly pulled back a moment later, cheeks flushed and breathing a little deeper. Then he realized just how close they were and blushed as heat flooded in his groin.

Yoochun grinned softly as he felt Junsu’s reaction to their close proximity, heat spread over his own cheeks as he sifted slightly so Junsu would know he wasn’t the only one having that reaction.

Junsu’s eyes grew wide. Was that what he thought it was? As if the older boy could read his mind Yoochun rolled his hips pressing them tightly together.

Junsu’s head tilted back as a soft groan escaped his lips. That was definitely what he thought it was.

Yoochun couldn’t resist the temptation of the smooth skin and leaned forward to press kisses down the soft flesh of Junsu’s neck delivering a gentle bite to his collar bone as well.

Junsu gasped and brought his head up crashing his lips against Yoochun’s. Tongues battled as Yoochun turned them and gently pushed the younger boy backwards against the wall.

The kiss broke when lungs screamed for air. Both boys were flushed and breathing heavily as they stared at one another.

Yoochun leaned his forehead to Junsu’s and gently gripped his hips.

“I want you Junsu.” His voice was thick with desire sending a shiver of pleasure up Junsu’s spine.

Junsu struggled to get his voice to cooperate with him, which took him a moment.

“My room.” He rasped out and idly wondered if his cheeks could get any redder.

Yoochun nodded and stepped away moving to the balcony door and held his hand out to Junsu. With a smile the younger boy took the offered hand and let himself be lead inside then down the hall to his bedroom.

Once inside Junsu locked the door, one of the reasons he suggested it, not to mention his room was farthest from the room JaeJoong, Yunho, and Changmin shared. He turned and found Yoochun almost right behind him giving him a strange look.

“What?” Junsu suddenly felt very nervous. Had Yoochun changed his mind?

“Are you sure you want to do this?” Yoochun asked him softly.

Junsu immediately recognized the concern in the older boys tone and smiled moving so he was close enough to feel body heat.

“I’m sure.” He took Yoochun’s hand and led him to the bed and sat down. He scooted up towards the pillows and held his arms out beckoning the other boy closer.

Yoochun smiled and climbed onto the bed till he was hovering above Junsu, supported on his hands and knees.

Lips met in a soft and loving kiss. Yoochun slipped his fingers under Junsu’s pajama shirt and lifted it, the kiss broke so the fabric could slide off and was tossed to the floor.

Junsu blushed as Yoochun looked over his exposed torso, apparently his cheeks could get redder.

Yoochun slowly slid his hand from Junsu’s neck to his waist, fingers tracing toned muscles and savoring the smooth skin he’d longed to touch for months.

Junsu tugged shyly at Yoochun’s shirt and slid it off tossing it in the same direction of his own. Tentatively he trailed a finger down Yoochun’s torso to his belly button smiling at the shiver that ran through the older boy’s body.

Yoochun leaned down pressing his lips to Junsu’s chest and encased a taught nipple in his mouth while he ran a thumb in circles over the other.

Junsu let out a light gasp and slid his fingers into Yoochun’s hair. That felt so different but at the same time he wanted more.

Yoochun took that as a good reaction and laved attention to the other nipple before trailing kisses all the way down Junsu’s torso. Locking his gaze with Junsu’s he slowly slid the white pajama bottoms down and they soon joined the shirts on the floor. The younger boy lay completely unclothed beneath him. Yoochun took in the sight before trailing kisses dorm Junsu’s belly button to his hip and stopped at his hardening arousal.

Junsu was blushing furiously by this point, he’d never been so exposed to any one, not like this.

A gasp of surprise escaped his lips as Yoochun trailed a finger down his erection sending a twinge of pleasure through his body causing his hips to rise slightly seeking more contact.

The was all the reaction Yoochun needed. Without warning he dipped his head and took the younger boy into his mouth holding Junsu’s hips firmly as he did.

“Hahh! Yoochun….oohhh.” Junsu pressed his head back into the pillows as pleasure washed through him. Groans worked from his throat as Yoochun lavished attention to the sensitive organ, teasing him to complete arousal. Just as his body started to tense with his building climax Yoochun stopped the pleasurable torture and pulled back. Junsu whined at the loss, he was so close.

Yoochun moved back up his body and pressed a gentle kiss to his forehead and smiled.

“I won’t leave you like this, but we need lube if we’re going to go any farther.” Yoochun’s voice was deep and full of desire making Junsu shudder in anticipation. Flushing even more than he already was Junsu pointed towards his dresser.

“Top right hand drawer.” He rasped out, when had his throat become so dry?

Yoochun nodded and rolled off the bed and moved to the dresser, he returned a moment later with the tube in his hand and shed his pajama bottoms before he crawled back onto the bed and placed himself over Junsu again.

Smiling softly he squeezed a little of the lube onto his fingers and set the tube on the bed. He rubbed his fingers together to try and warm the cold lube and caught Junsu’s gaze.

“You’re sure?” He didn’t want to push the other boy into anything.

Junsu smiled and nodded bending his knees and opening his legs a little more. He was more than ready, he’d wanted this for a long time.

Yoochun shifted so he had better mobility and pressed a lubed finger to Junsu’s entrance before sliding it in slowly, the whole time he watched the younger boy’s face, he would rather die than hurt Junsu in any way.

Junsu tensed at the intrusion but quickly relaxed, it was a different feeling but it wasn’t unpleasant.

Yoochun was still intent on Junsu’s face as he slid a second finger in as far as it would go.

This time Junsu let out a soft whine. Now it hurt a bit, but he wasn’t going to back away, he wanted Yoochun to take him. He closed his eyes and tried to will his body to relax.

Yoochun leaned in and pressed a firm kiss to Junsu’s lips slipping his tongue between the other boys lips trying to help him relax and take his mind off the discomfort.

Junsu eagerly lost himself in the feel of Yoochun’s tongue pressed against his, which proved effective as his body finally relaxed.

Yoochun scissored his fingers a bit slowly working Junsu open, the whole time he had Junsu engaged in the heated kiss as both battled with tongues for dominance of the kiss.

Junsu whined when Yoochun’s fingers slid out of his body. He’d begun to enjoy the feeling.

Yoochun smiled and grabbed the lube and quickly spread it over his erection before setting the tube down and positioning himself between Junsu’s legs catching the younger boys gaze once more as he twined one of their hands together.

Junsu nodded in a silent ok.

Yoochun squeezed his hand and slowly started to push into Junsu, he didn’t stop until he was fully inside the other boy.

Junsu’s back arched as his mouth opened in a choked off sob as pain seared through his lower body and up his spine.

Yoochun gripped Junsu’s hand tight and brushed a few tears from Junsu’s cheeks as he kissed his forehead.

“It hurts.” Junsu looked up at Yoochun with teary eyes that nearly broke the older boys heart.

“I know baby, just try to relax, I promise it won’t hurt for long.” Yoochun pressed another kiss to Junsu’s red lips.

Junsu slid his hand from the older boys grasp and gripped his shoulders with both hands as he desperately lost himself in the kiss.

Slowly his body relaxed and the pain started to fade.

“I’m ok now.” Junsu gave Yoochun a shake smile.

Yoochun nodded and slowly pulled out then sunk back in smoothly into the tight heat just barely containing a groan. He quickly set a light pace as he searched for Junsu’s’ sweet spot, listening to the groans that came from Junsu’s mouth as his body began to loosen and pleasure started to build sending heat to his groin.

“Ha…Harder Yoochun, please, I won’t break.” Junsu’s voice was deep and husky sending shivers down Yoochun’s spine as he sped up the pace and shifted a little.

Junsu’s head tilted back as his body arched and he let out a choked scream.

“Hahh!” Junsu held Yoochun’s shoulders tight as his body shook with the waves of pleasure that crashed over him.

Yoochun smiled softly to himself, he’d found it. He sped up his pace a little more making sure to hit Junsu’s prostate with each thrust.

Junsu grabbed Yoochun’s neck and brought him down crashing their lips together in a heated and passionate kiss.

Yoochun groaned softly and wrapped his fingers around Junsu’s erection and pumped him in time with his thrusts.

Junsu broke the kiss letting out a yell as his body tensed and seconds later released.

Yoochun groaned as Junsu’s body clamped around him and wrenched out his own release as he managed to push into him one last time.

Yoochun pulled out of Junsu and rolled to the side pulling the younger boy with him. Junsu smiled and cuddled close to the warmth of the other boy laying his head on his chest, smiling as Yoochun somehow managed to get them under the sheets, although the comforter was on the ground at the foot of the bed. But neither wanted to move to get it, and were content to just cuddle close.

“I love you Yoochun.” Junsu whispered softly his cheeks flushing as he looked up at Yoochun shyly. Yoochun smiled and ran his fingers through Junsu’s short dark hair.

“I love you too Junsu.” He replied then frowned as he noticed Junsu was still shaking.

“Are you ok? Did I hurt you?” Though he figured that was a stupid question, but he had to ask. Junsu smiled softly.

“I think I’m going to be sore tomorrow, but I’m fine, that felt amazing…” Junsu trailed off and blushed as he realized something.

“I’m glad you were my first.” He admitted softly.

Yoochun looked down at him in surprise.

“You’ve never…”

Junsu shook his head.

“With any one?”

Another no.

Yoochun pulled the younger boy up and kissed him tenderly pouring all his love into the gesture. Junsu returned the kiss with just as much love.

Minutes later they were cuddled together fast asleep, both content in the others arms.

Just a couple minutes later JaeJoong poked his head in the door and smiled at the two on the bed. He quietly moved to the bed and pulled up the comforter before leaving the room and shutting the door quietly. He returned the spare key to its spot on the top of the door frame and padded back down the hall to his room.

“Are they asleep?” JaeJoong jumped and glared at Changmin sprawled on the bed next to Yunho, all three boys had passion tousled hair.

“Yes. And you should be too.” He scolded the younger boy though affection was evident in his voice as he moved across the room to the bed.

“Stop playing caretaker and get back into bed Jae.” Yunho sleepily ordered the older boy as he lifted the covers.

JaeJoong smiled and climbed into the bed and settled between his two lovers.

Arms encircled waists and bodies cuddled close together.

“At least they’ll stop dancing around each other now.” JaeJoong said with a yawn.

“Yeah now they’ll be all over each other constantly.” Changmin added sleepily.

Yunho chuckled.

“Their good together.” He reasoned.

This was agreed to unanimously and each boy slowly drifted off too sleep.

As the five boys slept soundly, cuddled with their partners, the thunder storm ragged on outside.

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A/N: Well this is the first NC-17 that I’ve ever posted up, I’ve written others but haven’t liked many. This one I’m satisfied with. Reply and let me know what you think ^^ I hope this wasn’t too bad.

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