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i am in such a mood to talk right now aha. shits been pretty wierd lately..it seems like times been flying by and summers getting closer and closer. i really dont know how this summer will be..like.. i dono it could be either really good or bad..i think ill do a lot of growing up to do though..esp because ill have my license and ill have to get a job. thats gonna be 2 major changes..my test is monday which is crazy..me and my mom practiced driving today but i was so nervous and it was the first time i used my grandmas car and thats the car im using to take the test ( lol so i have to get used to that car in 2 days basically) i kept messin up but i dono..well see. after we drove we went to newbury and i bought a rahzel cd and crash the movie...really good movie...def one of my favorites now. i love when a movie u wanted to see turns out to be better than you expected..even if u expected a lot from it. thats also another wierd thing ive been watchin a lotta movies ive wanted to see for a while. but anyways after driving and newbury i came home and chilled w/ randy, vince and joe..they left at maybe 9 and then i chilled. they called back later at 11 and came over till like 12 30. we smoked and stuff.. its crazy ive been chillin w/ them so much. i actually chilled w/ them the day before too (friday) WITH ordway..and they smoothed everything out which was awesome. now i can hang out w/ my 2 friends together and not have to worry about keeping them away from each other. shits just been surreal lately..im realizing like history repeats itself..im doing the same things i did junior year kinda..goin crazy :-/..smokin a lot..its not normal for me so it just feels wierd. i know why im doin it a lot more too..cos ordway and randy and vince smoke now and they want to smoke often..and im always with them..so when they get high i just do. crazy shit. i havent really seen anyone else but austin in a while. its just as much my fault cos i havent called them and ive been chillin w/. the same ppl. thats whats gonna make summer so wierd. i dont know who ill be chillin w/...hopefully EVERYONE like last summer. cos i remember randy came along with us a lot during the summer. so thatd be cool. who knows..another cool thing that happened was i found like all these old burned cds when i tried to save all my music from when i had kaza on cds. so i found all these old songs i used to LOVE. i put most of em on johnnys ipod so i can listen to them. its awesome. im listenin to songs like..that used 2 be my fave from 2 years ago..and its still wicked good. i love it. this is so long but i have a lot to say i guess aha. but i dono i guess thats really it though.. just a crazy week i dono if next week will be this crazy with school startin back up n shit. who knows tho. i just gotta concentrate on the driving test monday..fuck lol