May 25, 2006 21:50
I can't believe the school year is coming to an end. Even though I had an especially long school year this time around it still managed to go by way too quickly. I have a feeling that although good things are coming, I want a little more time doddlying and living the life I have been in Ashland. Just a little more time than I have, I guess I always want that. And next fall won't quite by the same but I always feel that way too. For one, Cayleigh will be gone. I am really really going to miss that girl as a friend and a roomate. I guess I am used to missing people though and I don't need their physical presence to appreciate them. Like all my friends in Seattle, or friends who have left Ashland...
I wish I was going to have more time in Seattle this summer. It will be so weird not having the whole summer to ride my bike, lay in the sun or rain and work at PCC. I've worked at PCC during the summer for the past 5 years? whoa. weird. time flies......
I am listening to the new flaming lips that my dad sent me along with a new neil young and paul simon. The flaming lips cd is freaking awesome, I wish I was going to sasquatch this weekend.
I had my jazz dance routine final today and it wasn't anywhere near as cool as the one I did with miss emily goll our freshman year but it was pretty sweet. I was thinking during class how much I like watching people dance. Everyone had to get up there in front of the whole class and do a dance and it was so awesome to see what people came up with, kind of like a window into who they are. I love how we get so much pleasure moving our bodies in dance and also watching people dance. It doesn't involve anything except our own bodies we were born with and some music I guess because it's pretty difficult to dance to no music although not impossible by any means. Anyways, everyone in the class had really diverse routines and even the really bad ones were beautiful....=)
I wish I could come up with song names like this: My Cosmic Autumn Rebellion (The Inner Life As Blazing Shield Of Defiance And Optimism As Celestial Spear Of Action)
I have been a very very bad student this quarter. Today was the first time in my college career I believe that I didn't turn in a paper that was due. I just didn't do it, totally slipped my mind. So now on my one fun night, thursday, I am stuck writing about the struggles of a transgendered person compared with other cultures conception of gender and the overall narrow view that people have of gender.
with all your power? what would you do.
oh emily goll~ call me, when are you coming down here, i have to know or we might be doing a crazy camping trip instead of sunriver because i don't know if the house is occupied!