Upset.
I keep going over and over Kielle's death in my head and it still doesn't make sense.
I've had this poem stuck in my head, and I can't remember the whole thing, but it's by Staceyann Chin and Black Ice. There's a line in it that goes, "When a man of the people dies, the skies open up to receive him."
When Kielle died, the skies in London did not really open up. In fact, it was sunny. farli and I went to visit the Tower of London in her honor. farli told me not to think that the skies should open up, but rather that it was Kielle's light shining down on us. Still, I can't help feeling that some other drastic sign should have signified her death. She was my mentor. The first fanfic I ever read was by her. It was because of her that I even approached writing stories in general, not just fanfic.
I hate that smolder's car broke down when he was supposed to drive me up to Orange County to meet her.
I don't really have much else to say on that topic.
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In other news . . . well, there is no other news, other than I am very, very angry today, for a lot of reasons that aren't going to be mentioned here; so if you want to know, my IM is GoodOmensAngel and I'm probably not going out tonight.
jesterson needs to be more specific on when he's coming to Watford. I'm hoping for a weekend, because I need some clubbing. And you'd be just the person to go with.
I've had this poem stuck in my head, and I can't remember the whole thing, but it's by Staceyann Chin and Black Ice. There's a line in it that goes, "When a man of the people dies, the skies open up to receive him."
When Kielle died, the skies in London did not really open up. In fact, it was sunny. farli and I went to visit the Tower of London in her honor. farli told me not to think that the skies should open up, but rather that it was Kielle's light shining down on us. Still, I can't help feeling that some other drastic sign should have signified her death. She was my mentor. The first fanfic I ever read was by her. It was because of her that I even approached writing stories in general, not just fanfic.
I hate that smolder's car broke down when he was supposed to drive me up to Orange County to meet her.
I don't really have much else to say on that topic.
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In other news . . . well, there is no other news, other than I am very, very angry today, for a lot of reasons that aren't going to be mentioned here; so if you want to know, my IM is GoodOmensAngel and I'm probably not going out tonight.
jesterson needs to be more specific on when he's coming to Watford. I'm hoping for a weekend, because I need some clubbing. And you'd be just the person to go with.