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hey sweet child, every second i feel we grow closer. but keep your distance, for i am not worth your time, your love. take the advise of all. grab my hand and wipe the sweat from your eyes. soon my child i will feed you all. every step we take is another one closer to catastrophy. another step towards a broken home, a broken life. all that stands between us is me. trust me? take my hand and squeeze. all the blood and tears drain from my face. we are so hungry. but soon. soon i will feed you. i sacrifice my needs for you, and you alone. walk with me and i will try to help you stand again. dont depend on me, though...never. i am too unreliable to shatter your precious heart. but soon. hungrier and hungrier we grow. i cant salvage it yet, not broken enough. when you break you will understand more. when you are able to stand in the middle of nowhere and pull your heart out and hand it to me, you will understand. so hungry. give me a chance, and if we fail. i take all the blame. all of everything i can say that i didnt do, i will claim all. hunger eats us alive. let us fall and lay in ant spot we choose, let us burn. as my compassion for you grows and fades at the same time. the strong nostalgia of when we first met greets the back of my eyes as i gaze upon you and realize that you dont care. but soon, my child, soon i will feed you the world. as i lay there cold and motionless, i realize that all that i have given up is all worth it, good bye.