Aug 19, 2004 21:50
I was right. I regretting saying that, but it ended up being far before nightfall. Its funny how things work out, and always in the least expected ways. I am exhausted. I work too much to be able to function properly in class, life and relationships. I do not like how busy I've become. I dont like how distant weve become and how talking to you hurts every single time. There so much going on right now that really am going crazy. I have felt like myself the last few days and I have been so bitchy and cold to those who deserve it least.
I want to take care of people and be compassionate and warm, but I think to adequately do any of those things I have to experience the receiving end first. I just want to be taken care of.