Aug 14, 2004 12:59
The past three weeks have absolutely exhausted me. I cant keep doing this to myself. Last night was amazing. Taylor and I hung out and that alone made me feel about a thousand times better. I saw Rick. (Inysmc.) Being with people I adore and laughing non-stop made certain awkward situations throughout the night a bit better. I like how Rick interrogates anyone I like. I like even more when little troll look a likes talk shit. Starting next week I will have zero time to do anything. Going to school full time and working full time really might just kill me. But whatever, at least I will be a dying BALLERINA. There is too much weighing on my heart and it couldnt come at a worse time. This is all so risky. I would kill to have one day where I could actually take a nap or something. I need a vacation. My first day off I am going to look at apartments.