Easily with me I feel as fast as I can see
At this moment I am very confused and am not sure what to think or do about anything. I would really like for my life to stay simple and not have these moments where I feel like everything is coming right at me. Its not a bad thing really, just too much good and too many thoughts all at once. Why cant everyone just be friends and stay friends without any weird notions or expectations or WEIRD shit. This is making sense in my head but coming out so very wrong, to the point that even SheWe wont be able to understand it. Maybe. Fahrenheit 9/11 was amazing. I am so glad that I finally got around to seeing it. Even though Michael Moore is kind of a douche bag, valid points were raised. We went and saw Emerson at work today, and it was so great to see him. I drank a Caribou beverage for the first time in my life and it was fucking gross. I had one sip and that was it. Never in my life will I consume another one of those "beverages." I need time and patience and just a little bit of understanding. I need my therapist/confidant/clone to come back home and tell me what I should be thinking about all of this because my mind is a little broken right now. I want so badly for it to be five years from now. If Toni doesn't have her baby very soon I am going to go crazy. Every time my brother calls I think its "the call" but it never ever is. Oh gosh. I am going to go right in my real life journal.