Father ....

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Father by Insooni

“I’ve heard that my father played the piano well. It seems that he sometimes also performed at clubs. I can’t honestly say that I’ve felt no ill-will towards my father. I want to ask him why he left. When I was a child, I didn’t know what the village kids and adults said, but as I got older, I heard their words. I thought to myself, ‘Why am I here?’ Three years ago I tried to find him. I thought that if he saw me, he might feel some sense of guilt. But in the end, I couldnt find him.”

[english lyrics]
Father by insooni

When I was young, the back of my father was like
the biggest mountain in the world.
Now, my father’s image in front of me
has become a somewhat of a small hill.
Please, don’t say “I love you” in the past tense.

I couldn’t approach a single step -
I hope you understand
The tears are saying how much
I hoped and hoped

The picture of your lonely back going further away
Makes my heart ache once again

We loved each other, we hated each other
But you held me precious more than anyone and I miss you
You were so close but so unapproachable
Yes, I hated you

Please listen to my story
I need time

We loved each other, we hated each other
But you held me precious more than anyone and I miss you
I only held you deep within my heart
Yes, I loved you

Even after a long time passed, I couldn’t tell you
Yes, I loved you

source : popgasa.com

[Insooni is...]Insooni, is one of Korea’s few successful multiracial artists. She was born on April 9, 1957 to an African-American father and Korean mother in Pocheon, Gyeongi Province. Her father was in the military, and after he was transferred to the US never returned, so she was raised by her mother alone, who was disowned by her family for not leaving her mixed baby. As a result Insooni grew up in a difficult situation to say the least.

[My Father]Father , you were always hold me,always in all my life.
But… until you go,
I never hug you, hold your hand, smile and laugh with you,
I never said “I love you”…

I am sorry, you leave , when  I am still can’t  love you with all my heart,
I am sorry… miss you, really miss you….

I remember, when I was a little girl , I sat on your lap, smiled.
you tied my hair and I smiled…
but when you ‘re sick and weak...
I just looked your back from far away and let you go alone….
Sorry, sorry, sorry….. father, I miss you, I love you…..
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