“I’ve heard that my father played the piano well. It seems that he sometimes also performed at clubs. I can’t honestly say that I’ve felt no ill-will towards my father. I want to ask him why he left. When I was a child, I didn’t know what the village kids and adults said, but as I got older, I heard their words. I thought to myself, ‘Why am I here?’ Three years ago I tried to find him. I thought that if he saw me, he might feel some sense of guilt. But in the end, I couldnt find him.”
When I was young, the back of my father was like the biggest mountain in the world. Now, my father’s image in front of me has become a somewhat of a small hill. Please, don’t say “I love you” in the past tense.
I couldn’t approach a single step - I hope you understand The tears are saying how much I hoped and hoped
The picture of your lonely back going further away Makes my heart ache once again
We loved each other, we hated each other But you held me precious more than anyone and I miss you You were so close but so unapproachable Yes, I hated you
Please listen to my story I need time
We loved each other, we hated each other But you held me precious more than anyone and I miss you I only held you deep within my heart Yes, I loved you
Even after a long time passed, I couldn’t tell you Yes, I loved you
source : popgasa.com
[Insooni is...]Insooni, is one of Korea’s few successful multiracial artists. She was born on April 9, 1957 to an African-American father and Korean mother in Pocheon, Gyeongi Province. Her father was in the military, and after he was transferred to the US never returned, so she was raised by her mother alone, who was disowned by her family for not leaving her mixed baby. As a result Insooni grew up in a difficult situation to say the least.
[My Father]Father , you were always hold me,always in all my life. But… until you go, I never hug you, hold your hand, smile and laugh with you, I never said “I love you”…
I am sorry, you leave , when I am still can’t love you with all my heart, I am sorry… miss you, really miss you….
I remember, when I was a little girl , I sat on your lap, smiled. you tied my hair and I smiled… but when you ‘re sick and weak... I just looked your back from far away and let you go alone…. Sorry, sorry, sorry….. father, I miss you, I love you….. ...