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hey whats up? thats good......so dont you hate it when you were friends with someone but then you got into an arguement and you said somethings you shouldnt have said....and you apologized...but this person said they needed alittle time to think things over! well dont you think three 1/2 months is to long to just think things over? especially when you have to see this person everyday at seminary and skool and you wanna go up to them and be like hey whats up.....but you cant because you forget that they arent talking to you! and dont it make you feel bad when he can go and talk to his other friends and joke around with them but then he walks past you and doesnt even acknowledge that your standing right there or anything.....its like hes walking past a stranger.....a person he has never met in his life....and the thing that gets to me is, is that this person dont even care that hes not talking to me or how that makes me feel.....
so i didnt go to skool today because my mom had to take the car because my grandmother has cancer and my mom had to take her to the hospital today to have some test run....the doctors say that they can treat her and she may live for another three years but i dont think she has much longer....gosh...its bad enough that you have to deal with friends, skool, people making fun of you everyday of your life, and LIFE in general you shouldnt have to put up with something like this! what i dont get is take someone like me for example i mean not knowing how long my dad has to live my grandmothers dying my grandfather just passed and my mom is so stress that if she just yells at you that is a good thing and then you have someone that gets so upset when they dont have a b/f or g/f and if no one dances with them at homecoming its the end of the world or is all the time worried about their looks as if they have no other care in the world...i mean i dont get it how can someone like that be so selfish...i mean they dont look at what they have and treasure it instead they take it for granted....i dont get it!
so i have to go back to the doctor i found another lump in my side....oh i might be working at el apaches but i dont know yet....well i'm gonna go and try to find something incouraging to do with a friend that cares whether they talk to me or not....later
so i didnt go to skool today because my mom had to take the car because my grandmother has cancer and my mom had to take her to the hospital today to have some test run....the doctors say that they can treat her and she may live for another three years but i dont think she has much longer....gosh...its bad enough that you have to deal with friends, skool, people making fun of you everyday of your life, and LIFE in general you shouldnt have to put up with something like this! what i dont get is take someone like me for example i mean not knowing how long my dad has to live my grandmothers dying my grandfather just passed and my mom is so stress that if she just yells at you that is a good thing and then you have someone that gets so upset when they dont have a b/f or g/f and if no one dances with them at homecoming its the end of the world or is all the time worried about their looks as if they have no other care in the world...i mean i dont get it how can someone like that be so selfish...i mean they dont look at what they have and treasure it instead they take it for granted....i dont get it!
so i have to go back to the doctor i found another lump in my side....oh i might be working at el apaches but i dont know yet....well i'm gonna go and try to find something incouraging to do with a friend that cares whether they talk to me or not....later