Blue Monday......
Ok, I know this is not the best way to start this thing, but my aunt died yesterday. It's pretty sad cause it was so unexpected and I just saw her not too long ago, so i try make sure to live everyday to the fullest because tomorrow is not promised. But, let's not talk about the sad stuff. Today is a new day, and in exactly one week, I will be the big 21...an adult, decision maker, etc.
For anyone who knows me, my sister Elizabeth came home after being away from home and her almost 2 year old son for a week. And i'ts kinda hard to be civil with her knowing all the crap she has put my family through. I don't know whether to be upset or relieved that she's back. But you would think she would set her priorities straight and clean up her act before she gets herself killed or kidnapped. Ugh, it's just really frustrating having to put up with someone who is so self centered and doesn't care about anything but themselves.
But other than all that going on, I am currently seeing a guy after being single for the past 3 years. Those 3 years gave me time to think and just be by myself without having to worry about that other half! but I have to admit, it did get a little lonely at times cause i was so used to having one serious boyfriend after another. But with this guy (Shawn) its something totally different. He's a little older and Thank God he's mature! He's really nice and we like hanging out together and there is no rush. I guess you can say....I'm happy.
For anyone who knows me, my sister Elizabeth came home after being away from home and her almost 2 year old son for a week. And i'ts kinda hard to be civil with her knowing all the crap she has put my family through. I don't know whether to be upset or relieved that she's back. But you would think she would set her priorities straight and clean up her act before she gets herself killed or kidnapped. Ugh, it's just really frustrating having to put up with someone who is so self centered and doesn't care about anything but themselves.
But other than all that going on, I am currently seeing a guy after being single for the past 3 years. Those 3 years gave me time to think and just be by myself without having to worry about that other half! but I have to admit, it did get a little lonely at times cause i was so used to having one serious boyfriend after another. But with this guy (Shawn) its something totally different. He's a little older and Thank God he's mature! He's really nice and we like hanging out together and there is no rush. I guess you can say....I'm happy.