We We're the Kings and Queens of Promise.
Shit.
I've seen him twice in the last week at work and it's really making me miss / think about / talk about him.
He cut his hair. :/ I'm glad that it's less messy looking but I also liked him with longer hair. I actually got teary at work when I first saw him and noticed it. ):
I decided I'm kind of scared if my feelings for him are because I was so stuck on being with my first major boyfriend forever (or whatever) because my brothers are with their first girlfriends and just had it ingrained in my head that I wanted that. But on the other hand, I don't want to start believing that and deny actual, true feelings of love for him.
I'm just waiting things out because there's the little hope inside me that he's coming to my work to see me, which I know is completely ridiculous... But alas, I've always been kind of a dreamer when it comes to love.
But it's whatev. I'll continue scamming on Kevin at work and see where that gets me. "But he has a girlfriend!" you say. I say, "when has that ever stopped me before." ;]
So my day was really good! I got some great deals at Macy's for clothes and shoes.
I ran into Desi... Who I haven't seen since like 8th grade. We hung out for like 2 hours downtown and just chilled. Weird. Lol.
Work has been good the last few days, kinda slow so I have a lot of down time to get things done early and scam on Kevin and all my hot ladies. Haha.
We have a new dog... It's another chihuahua, and she only has 3 legs. So now we have another interesting dog...
Been having anime marathons with Jenny the last few days. Basically hang out from like 11 pm to 3 am because our lives are hardcore like that.
Uhhh... Basically I've just been working a lot.
Yeah... This post is kinda lame. Ah well.
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I've seen him twice in the last week at work and it's really making me miss / think about / talk about him.
He cut his hair. :/ I'm glad that it's less messy looking but I also liked him with longer hair. I actually got teary at work when I first saw him and noticed it. ):
I decided I'm kind of scared if my feelings for him are because I was so stuck on being with my first major boyfriend forever (or whatever) because my brothers are with their first girlfriends and just had it ingrained in my head that I wanted that. But on the other hand, I don't want to start believing that and deny actual, true feelings of love for him.
I'm just waiting things out because there's the little hope inside me that he's coming to my work to see me, which I know is completely ridiculous... But alas, I've always been kind of a dreamer when it comes to love.
But it's whatev. I'll continue scamming on Kevin at work and see where that gets me. "But he has a girlfriend!" you say. I say, "when has that ever stopped me before." ;]
So my day was really good! I got some great deals at Macy's for clothes and shoes.
I ran into Desi... Who I haven't seen since like 8th grade. We hung out for like 2 hours downtown and just chilled. Weird. Lol.
Work has been good the last few days, kinda slow so I have a lot of down time to get things done early and scam on Kevin and all my hot ladies. Haha.
We have a new dog... It's another chihuahua, and she only has 3 legs. So now we have another interesting dog...
Been having anime marathons with Jenny the last few days. Basically hang out from like 11 pm to 3 am because our lives are hardcore like that.
Uhhh... Basically I've just been working a lot.
Yeah... This post is kinda lame. Ah well.
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