May 18, 2008 11:01
I'm sure it's a bad thing that the first thought that ran through my head when she told me that they had broken up was, "He's available?".
I'm dating someone else and the fact that he pretty much broke me should make me stop liking him. But I can't help that my heart races when I see him on campus...
UGH.
I hate that after all the shit that he put me through that my body is still so attracted to him.
He needs to go somewhere far away where I can't see him ever.
And Jesse needs to stop making me wish that I could have been with him.
I'm getting tired of my wishy-washy moods.
Why do guys have to be so stupid?
Fuck it.
I'M LESBIAN.
(It's really random that I'm posting to LiveJournal at all...)