Happy Birthday Megan-kun!
I have already neglected to update for almost a week. I blame it on trying to catch up on homework. Though I don't feel like I'm doing a good job. I have full intentions on going to Biology and Japanese tomorrow. Math I'm probably not going because its the lecture, and I'd rather not find out that there's a test when I'm there. English I'm still debating as well. It'll make it harder to get ready for work and I don't have my essay yet. I have to remember to email my teacher's about my prolonged absence as well.
((Warning: Emo-ness. Feel free to skip this paragraph :]))
Last Thursday was supposed to be a day off, but I ended up more stressed. I got a phone call from home that was alerting me to the fact that once again something was going wrong and that once again I was getting the unfair treatment of life. There was once a point where I referred to my hardships/bad luck in life as a wall I was trying scale that every time I thought I had a way up, there was something blocking my way. Well that metaphor changed to me climbing a wall and the hardships became things that knocked me off the wall. Well my optimism, something that IS my character, is running thin where now my metaphor is that I'm in a pit and I'm being slowly buried. The difference in my metaphors is that it's becoming impossible to see the path I was going in now adays. I'm having a hard time looking ahead. I blame it on the fact that I can't have a single week without something going majorly wrong. I can't look ahead because I know I'm gonna trip before I get there and everything's going to have to be shifted in order for it to work.
In other news, I start Thanksgiving break in 4 days. I also work everyday night and at 6:45am on Saturday. Lucky me....
I'm off to bed now. I have a long day tomorrow. But first....a birthday present for Megan...
First, some words. Then some of the good kind of Rain. To keep you laughing. Now don't forget about them Japanese. Hope you have a fun bday XD
((Warning: Emo-ness. Feel free to skip this paragraph :]))
Last Thursday was supposed to be a day off, but I ended up more stressed. I got a phone call from home that was alerting me to the fact that once again something was going wrong and that once again I was getting the unfair treatment of life. There was once a point where I referred to my hardships/bad luck in life as a wall I was trying scale that every time I thought I had a way up, there was something blocking my way. Well that metaphor changed to me climbing a wall and the hardships became things that knocked me off the wall. Well my optimism, something that IS my character, is running thin where now my metaphor is that I'm in a pit and I'm being slowly buried. The difference in my metaphors is that it's becoming impossible to see the path I was going in now adays. I'm having a hard time looking ahead. I blame it on the fact that I can't have a single week without something going majorly wrong. I can't look ahead because I know I'm gonna trip before I get there and everything's going to have to be shifted in order for it to work.
In other news, I start Thanksgiving break in 4 days. I also work everyday night and at 6:45am on Saturday. Lucky me....
I'm off to bed now. I have a long day tomorrow. But first....a birthday present for Megan...
First, some words. Then some of the good kind of Rain. To keep you laughing. Now don't forget about them Japanese. Hope you have a fun bday XD
