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Usually I don't talk much to my fandom friends (I can't even call them "friends" in the meaning I usually use, but every fangirls are friends, just because they are in the same fandom, right? Except some unfriendly and not nice girls lol).
Oh, what am I talking about? Ah, right. So, I really don't talk to people and I have reasons, of course.
First of all, it's... not that I'm not interested at all, but I just don't have "oh I need to ask her about how's she doing" in my mind. Just because that's me. I'm an introvert. Also, I don't think that I know a person good enough to talk to this person. Maybe that's really weird reason, but English-speaking and Russian-speaking fandoms are completely different. I mean interaction between fans. English-speaking fandom is more friendly. Much more. As I know from my own experience.
Secondly, I doubt, of course. I'm not sure my English is good enough. I know that seriously nobody cares, as long as you understand each other. And I'm okay with some tweets or posts in English. Something that you are preparing for. When you have conversation (in twitter, for example) nobody waits for you to answer super quickly. You can also prepare. But damn, I always worry that person I'm talking to won't understand me or I won't understand. It's psychology, it's all in my mind. I can't do anything with it, but I'm trying.
Phew.
I just suddenly feel like updating my lj, yes XD and also I'm glad nice girls in our fandom exist :)
Oh, what am I talking about? Ah, right. So, I really don't talk to people and I have reasons, of course.
First of all, it's... not that I'm not interested at all, but I just don't have "oh I need to ask her about how's she doing" in my mind. Just because that's me. I'm an introvert. Also, I don't think that I know a person good enough to talk to this person. Maybe that's really weird reason, but English-speaking and Russian-speaking fandoms are completely different. I mean interaction between fans. English-speaking fandom is more friendly. Much more. As I know from my own experience.
Secondly, I doubt, of course. I'm not sure my English is good enough. I know that seriously nobody cares, as long as you understand each other. And I'm okay with some tweets or posts in English. Something that you are preparing for. When you have conversation (in twitter, for example) nobody waits for you to answer super quickly. You can also prepare. But damn, I always worry that person I'm talking to won't understand me or I won't understand. It's psychology, it's all in my mind. I can't do anything with it, but I'm trying.
Phew.
I just suddenly feel like updating my lj, yes XD and also I'm glad nice girls in our fandom exist :)