Some feelings despite I can't find right words for them
It's all about Tsuyoshi's song Panic Disorder. I love this song so freaking much. I can't listen to it lots of times. It's my 'special song'.
You know, I don't speak Japanese. I don't know Japanese. Therefore I don't understand what does Tsuyoshi sing about (there is English translation but I haven't tried to understand it yet. And when I found the song I didn't have English translation).
But. Somehow when I listen to Panic Disorder I'm overwhelmed with emotions. How do you do it, Tsuyoshi-san? Just with your voice, with all your emotions which you put in this song.
When me and my aikata (she didn't know Panic Disorder then) watched KinKi's con in Taipei (2001) we were amused by lots of Koichi's solos. We thought Tsuyoshi won't sing solo (despite it's strange). And then suddenly Tsuyoshi appeared.
He started to play a melody and I was like "No. Don't tell me that it's what am I thinking about". The melody was changed and "Yes it is it...". I was puzzled. All of sudden Tsuyoshi sang this song. Panic Disorder. I almost cried watching this performance. Don't know why. Overwhelmed with emotions. I'd like to rewatch it but want to do it alone. And I don't have such opportunity. Maybe it is better for me.
Just...
I love Tsuyoshi so much. I love his personality and I'm worried about him of course. But he's a great man, he does a great job. He has lots of wonderful people with him. I know he will be alright <3
You know, I don't speak Japanese. I don't know Japanese. Therefore I don't understand what does Tsuyoshi sing about (there is English translation but I haven't tried to understand it yet. And when I found the song I didn't have English translation).
But. Somehow when I listen to Panic Disorder I'm overwhelmed with emotions. How do you do it, Tsuyoshi-san? Just with your voice, with all your emotions which you put in this song.
When me and my aikata (she didn't know Panic Disorder then) watched KinKi's con in Taipei (2001) we were amused by lots of Koichi's solos. We thought Tsuyoshi won't sing solo (despite it's strange). And then suddenly Tsuyoshi appeared.
He started to play a melody and I was like "No. Don't tell me that it's what am I thinking about". The melody was changed and "Yes it is it...". I was puzzled. All of sudden Tsuyoshi sang this song. Panic Disorder. I almost cried watching this performance. Don't know why. Overwhelmed with emotions. I'd like to rewatch it but want to do it alone. And I don't have such opportunity. Maybe it is better for me.
Just...
I love Tsuyoshi so much. I love his personality and I'm worried about him of course. But he's a great man, he does a great job. He has lots of wonderful people with him. I know he will be alright <3