Dec 12, 2005 23:09
I won't be comming in tomorrow... I feel ill again. This always happens when I'm upset... what is with that? Seriously, I get upset and I always make myself ill... man this sucks.
But yeah, why is everyone suddenly pissed off? First Tendo gets upset because I've been spending time with Yoshimi's friends, and now Niida's pissed off too. Tadakatsu has been handing with Takiguchi more than he used to, I think he's avoiding me or something. At least Ooki seems to not be mad for whatever reason...
Because seriously, I don't buy that this is all about Hirono. I've started hanging around with Yoshimi's friends more, so what? I'm going out with her! What are you expecting? "Sorry Yoshimi, I can't be nice and spend some time with you and your friends because if I do, all my friends will get possesive and hate me! ^^"
*sigh* Sorry... I'm really not trying to push you guys away. It's not like they're there every minute of the day. I've started talking to more people and you're all acting like I don't have the right to. I haven't told you to go away, so I don't know where you're getting this all from...
Niida, you said Hirono causes hassle! What has she done? You guys are the ones making a huge deal out of this when it's nothing!
Hmm, OK, so now I'm really upset too. x_X We're probably going to look back in a few years and go "ha ha, weren't we all so stupid" or something like that. If I did do something else wrong, please tell me what, because it feels like everyone's over reacted to something that doesn't matter. People do that sometimes when it's actually something else they're angry about. You know I can be really stupid like that... and I can't think of anything I did. I'm trying, but I'm just no good at working out stuff like that... ;_;
I don't know, I'm just so confused by everyone. See you in a few days I guess...