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Jan 06, 2006 17:55

yet once again, im the biggest cunt in my postal district.
i did something stupid, again,
people are avoiding me as if being a cunt is contagious.
i didnt mean n e harm, it was dsicussed prior to happening it would be fine, and not to worry.
laughs n smiles, nothing expected.
apparently not, im a dickhead,
now no one wants to even speak to me.
i was stupid.
so very fucking stupid.
and i feel like shit, i feel really bad, massively confused. really very upset, mislead.
yet becuse i cant talk how i feel everyone thinks im fine, and because i feel fine that makes me more of a cunt.
so im gonna drink a bottle of wine, finish crying and go to sleep.
im not expecting ne 1 to get in touch with me becuse im a dick.
smiles all round here in exeter.
hope your all well.
dickhead
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