Jan 31, 2019 11:27
Hi! Yoha here, been a while since the last time I wrote something here, ne~
I've been active in my wattpad since last year, because I'm drowning in my other fandom, Thailand BL fandom to be exact :p
How are you guys doing? Hopefully you all are in good state.
As we all knew, they are gonna take a hiatus for God only knows how long. It's all because Ohchan wants to try to be an ordinary man *sigh. No, I'm not blaming him, I just too shocked when I watch the video.
Sunday, 27th Jan 2019, I got an e-mail from JE, yeah I've been their fc since early Jan 2019, because I want to ballot for their anniv live tour. I was in AEON Mall, waiting for my friend, Cho, who picked her belonging up on the deposit counter when I get that e-mail. Even thou I don't know what the email was and usually I don't freaking read their email, because gals their email full of kanji, and who the heck I am to understand kanji -_- But, that day, my curiousity take over me, so I somehow read the message (and I still don't know what it was, lol), and I have the feeling something happened with them, so I close the email, open my browser and go to Jnet. After that, I saw a new video. At first I thought they were just want to say good luck for balloting, or something like that. Then, I start to watch the video.
Well, actually I didn't watch it, just tried to listen to what they were saying, because I didn't bring my headset, so I didn't see how their expression. BUT, when I listened to Ochan's voice, it was full of seriousness, and he said about 4 other members bla bla bla, I didn't caught what he was trying to say, because again I don't know Japanese, huhu *sigh. When I listened to Ohchan's message, I mumbled to myself were they disbanding? Was Ochan announcing his marriage with Mas Kaz (Ninomiya, I call him Mas Kaz, lol).
Not long after I listen to the video, Cho call me and asked me to go home, so I close the video. Then, we ordered grab and wait for it. In the middle of waiting to grab to pick us up, Cho showed me a tweet about Arashi gonna take a hiatus, and I shocked af and said, "THAT IS WHAT I WATCHED EARLIER! That is what the video message all about!"
Then we watched it together.
But, it got distracted again because the driver told us that he was already in the lobby. So, we waited for it, and not long after, Cho left me.
After she left me all alone, my legs became jelly, I was shocked and traumatized, yeah you can call me exaggerating it, but believe me, after what happened with Eito last year, I can't accept any sad news again. I was so heartbroken when Babu left Eito and need some months to recover and when I am moving on from the despair Babu gave me, Ochan made me remember it again *deep sigh.
I was lost, and I don't know what to do. So, I asked about it to Sakuraiba GC. Thankfully, because of the discussion in the GC, I became better than before. *another deep sigh.
Up until today, I still can't believe it.
random,
arashi,
ohno satoshi