Just a thought.
I have a feeling that this might turn into a really physical relationship. I'm hoping it wont only be physical... but our conversations are so limited and kinda empty lately.
I dunno i have a bad feeling about it. And I've been kinda feelin weird... which just sucks on top of that.
He is supposed to be really good, which at least will help me know what i like vs dislike better.
I'm just afraid I won't meet his expectations or fail to please him. We'll see, thats never been a problem for me before.
At least he calls a lot. I mean he has a good heart, and a kind soul, but i think i foresee an short-temper. Secret future wife-beater?
I guess I'll just ride it out 'till i can't anymore. It's nice not to be lonely. And it is exciting to learn about a new person in your life.
Have I made a big mistake? perhaps. I just can't prove that its a mistake quite yet.
Suzy
I dunno i have a bad feeling about it. And I've been kinda feelin weird... which just sucks on top of that.
He is supposed to be really good, which at least will help me know what i like vs dislike better.
I'm just afraid I won't meet his expectations or fail to please him. We'll see, thats never been a problem for me before.
At least he calls a lot. I mean he has a good heart, and a kind soul, but i think i foresee an short-temper. Secret future wife-beater?
I guess I'll just ride it out 'till i can't anymore. It's nice not to be lonely. And it is exciting to learn about a new person in your life.
Have I made a big mistake? perhaps. I just can't prove that its a mistake quite yet.
Suzy