Why.
why do I have to care? he doesn't.
why do i think about him? I don't want to, but thats only because he doesn't want me.
why can't he just pretend? like I am pretending not to care that we only talk once a week.
why him? there are other people waiting for me to give them the time of day, and yet i reserve a spot for him despite the numerous times I told myself not to.
why can't i just get my fix and be done with it? just like he does with ease.
why doesn't he feel this way? or does he.... he looked at my OKC profile on a day that we didn't even speak to each other. He was either horny or lonely.
Either way .. he missed me.
Please let someone who wants me .0000000001% more than i want them come into my life, and sweep me off my feet.
what are the chances. according to luis, i'll hit the jackpot after i finish college... we'll see.
why do i think about him? I don't want to, but thats only because he doesn't want me.
why can't he just pretend? like I am pretending not to care that we only talk once a week.
why him? there are other people waiting for me to give them the time of day, and yet i reserve a spot for him despite the numerous times I told myself not to.
why can't i just get my fix and be done with it? just like he does with ease.
why doesn't he feel this way? or does he.... he looked at my OKC profile on a day that we didn't even speak to each other. He was either horny or lonely.
Either way .. he missed me.
Please let someone who wants me .0000000001% more than i want them come into my life, and sweep me off my feet.
what are the chances. according to luis, i'll hit the jackpot after i finish college... we'll see.