Jun 14, 2022 16:06
Its cool to revisit this space ever so often to see the amount of growth I've had. I stopped in my tracks today. to take a few moments from my day to revel in the hurt, pain, sadness, joy, and laughter. As much of who I am has evolved and changed, I think the core of what represents me remains, or rather many of the internal questions and conflicts I've had are still swirling inside. I am nothing if not a man who wants to love and be loved in return, but also love in the freest expression of who I am. I am someone that yearns for freedom, but will succumb to the cages of society. No matter how hard you try, you can't lie to yourself forever about who you are. Sometimes you lose sight of that somewhere along the way.
Here its nice to be confronted with the problems of yesterday, that seemed so large and insurmountable at the time, but have shrank with the distance of time. It kind of makes today's worries seem small as well. As a good friend used to say
Que Sera, Sera