Watch and wonder

Dec 08, 2004 16:43

So, I'm sore as hell from yesterday and I am wondering if I can even handle a light workout. As an interim activity (before homework, workout or a nap) I am watching Laguna Beach. Its the episodes when they are leaving for school. Since I haven't really been around anyone when they leave for college, and we are talking like more than 12 miles away from home, this is my only impression of leaving. I know it will be different for me though. Especially because I don't have an established social group. Like all these people are leaving their social circles and best friends. And really, when I leave the hardest things to leave will be my family and Dave and his family. I won't have to leave my family until Sunday. As it stands I don't see the Marshalls too often, so I don't expect it to be that hard. Leaving Dave and my family will be a whole nother deal.

The most time I have spent away from home is 3 weeks in 8th grade. I haven't been away by myself for more than probably a week since then. And really, I should be coming home probably every other week maybe.

In a way I want it to come faster. I want to go and get all the shopping done and get all packed and everything. I want the days to pass quickly so I can go and be at school and then.....Then I start to think about how I will be the "new kid" which is such an undesirable position. I am not starting in the fall like everyone else did.

I tried adding on to my ppt today. I put two new slides it, but they didn't seem as good as the other ones I have.

This is so tearing.....

my teacher had a cool line today, "I always operate with a soundtrack." It got me thinking about that commercial for Sony Mini disc, the one about "what is your life soundtrack?" I wonder what the soundtrack would be for my life.

okay, I really want to write more, but I can't focus and my head is killing me. I think I am just going to nap. Or maybe start to pack....hmmm

Oh yeah, great line from QE Christmas Special: after waking up under the tree and finding no presents Carson says "Santa thinks we're Jewish!" and Ted yells "SANTA SUCKS!" It was an amazing preview!

I'm outtie.
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