its the place that you have come to fear the most...
WOOOHOOO.. im good. im great. im fantastic...
that may sound sarcastic but to some degree im serious..
-I was talking to some random people and today one brought up that life goes on, so must he, and so must i. its just that simple. move on. dont get caught up on the past because life does go on. it will get better. I think the one thing I have forgotten about most during my high school career is that. I get so caught up with the present and freaking out about things that dont need to be worried about, that I forget that it will be ok in the end.
-i had the college/narrowing your options meeting today with the roz. basically i have to decide what i want to do with my life before choosing a college. the only thing he based my search off of was the fact that i want a school with lacrosse. but by that he thought i meant div 1, 2, or 3 when i wouldve been happy with club. but besides that he thinks colgate/syracuse would be good? or boston?.. idk.. i just dont know.. college is too complicated. its all about making decisions and thats something im incapable of doing. seriosuly. its like asking me what do i want to do today. I dont know. where do i want to go for lunch? i dont know.. i never know but that has to change. it will change. i can make it change.
-ive decided recently that boys are confusing. you think you can understand them and all of a sudden they change and then you get confused lol. some may disagree but im so utterly and completely right... but now theres a new one? idk.. we shall see.... hopefully itll work?.. but dont ask me about it.
-speaking of confusing.. friends are fucking confusing and so drama filled. honestly dont tell me one thing when you know its a lie. friends shouldnt do that. w/e.. life goes on...
-summer is so close i feel like if i just reach my hand out a little further i can grab it. Im so excited for summer. israel, camp(rich is working again?.. oh <3), madness.. ahhh.... summer, summer, summer..its going to be intense.
now i gotta study for my Ahhh Payy(AP)US. Ya ya for the vietnam war?
that may sound sarcastic but to some degree im serious..
-I was talking to some random people and today one brought up that life goes on, so must he, and so must i. its just that simple. move on. dont get caught up on the past because life does go on. it will get better. I think the one thing I have forgotten about most during my high school career is that. I get so caught up with the present and freaking out about things that dont need to be worried about, that I forget that it will be ok in the end.
-i had the college/narrowing your options meeting today with the roz. basically i have to decide what i want to do with my life before choosing a college. the only thing he based my search off of was the fact that i want a school with lacrosse. but by that he thought i meant div 1, 2, or 3 when i wouldve been happy with club. but besides that he thinks colgate/syracuse would be good? or boston?.. idk.. i just dont know.. college is too complicated. its all about making decisions and thats something im incapable of doing. seriosuly. its like asking me what do i want to do today. I dont know. where do i want to go for lunch? i dont know.. i never know but that has to change. it will change. i can make it change.
-ive decided recently that boys are confusing. you think you can understand them and all of a sudden they change and then you get confused lol. some may disagree but im so utterly and completely right... but now theres a new one? idk.. we shall see.... hopefully itll work?.. but dont ask me about it.
-speaking of confusing.. friends are fucking confusing and so drama filled. honestly dont tell me one thing when you know its a lie. friends shouldnt do that. w/e.. life goes on...
-summer is so close i feel like if i just reach my hand out a little further i can grab it. Im so excited for summer. israel, camp(rich is working again?.. oh <3), madness.. ahhh.... summer, summer, summer..its going to be intense.
now i gotta study for my Ahhh Payy(AP)US. Ya ya for the vietnam war?