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Dad,
Don't marry her. She isn't right for you. You care about her way more than she does you. I know I should be happy for you, but can I really? I see you with that family, and its like I don't even exist. Its like you finally have the son and daughter you always wanted. Three years and he doesn't even take the time to learn my name. I know you and I don't have the best of relationships, but I feel like if you get married, it will be the last straw. Also...where did you get the money for an engagement ring? My college education wants to know.
Boy,
This always happens, so it shouldn't be anything personal. I let myself get vulnerable, and it isn't worth it. So I just get a little more bitter, a little more cautious, and a little more distant. I feel used, and who is to say you don't too. If the timing was better, it could have been something great. Everyone tells me I can do way better, but I just disregard them. Its supposed to be about what I want, right? Well, I don't want this anymore.
You,
Sometimes not picking up a phone call isn't as harmless as you think. I know I'm supposed to be at college and everything, but I just feel neglected. I really can't win in this situation. I stay loyal to you guys and I don't grow or meet new people here. If I socialize here, I lose you guys or so it seems. The fact still remains, I really need a friend the other night, and neither of you were there for me. I wish I atleast knew why.
Alcohol,
I need a break!
Don't marry her. She isn't right for you. You care about her way more than she does you. I know I should be happy for you, but can I really? I see you with that family, and its like I don't even exist. Its like you finally have the son and daughter you always wanted. Three years and he doesn't even take the time to learn my name. I know you and I don't have the best of relationships, but I feel like if you get married, it will be the last straw. Also...where did you get the money for an engagement ring? My college education wants to know.
Boy,
This always happens, so it shouldn't be anything personal. I let myself get vulnerable, and it isn't worth it. So I just get a little more bitter, a little more cautious, and a little more distant. I feel used, and who is to say you don't too. If the timing was better, it could have been something great. Everyone tells me I can do way better, but I just disregard them. Its supposed to be about what I want, right? Well, I don't want this anymore.
You,
Sometimes not picking up a phone call isn't as harmless as you think. I know I'm supposed to be at college and everything, but I just feel neglected. I really can't win in this situation. I stay loyal to you guys and I don't grow or meet new people here. If I socialize here, I lose you guys or so it seems. The fact still remains, I really need a friend the other night, and neither of you were there for me. I wish I atleast knew why.
Alcohol,
I need a break!