December 24, 9 PM Eastern Standard Time.....
... from here on in, I shoot without a script...
I have come to despise getting to know people. You think you know someone, and although they have flaws you are able to overlook them as mere imperfections. Then you really get to know them and they vitiate, and their faults are all to obvious, and they appear not so much as having a weakness but as a person so troubled that a true friendship is nowhere near possible.
I try to help, but I don't know where to begin...
I really don't have many true friends, and for the first time, I am totally content with that realization. I would rather have one person to give myself to and to adore with all that I am, then to have a plethora of fags who can turn their back on you in an instant.
Thank God for family. Tonight I will see my sister and brother in law for the first time since their move to Miami. I have missed them more than I ever thought I would. The thought of spending the next few days with my family is far more rewarding than any gift I may receive this Christmas.
Maybe I am just way into the holiday spirit, but I am in love with love. I'm so sick of living around people who thrive on bringing other people and each other down all the time.
I have been really happy lately, and I think it is because I have found a couple people who I can admire. My faith in people has been restored.
All I ask for Christmas is that every person who is reading this, find yourselves and learn to find love in every little thing that you encounter.
I have come to despise getting to know people. You think you know someone, and although they have flaws you are able to overlook them as mere imperfections. Then you really get to know them and they vitiate, and their faults are all to obvious, and they appear not so much as having a weakness but as a person so troubled that a true friendship is nowhere near possible.
I try to help, but I don't know where to begin...
I really don't have many true friends, and for the first time, I am totally content with that realization. I would rather have one person to give myself to and to adore with all that I am, then to have a plethora of fags who can turn their back on you in an instant.
Thank God for family. Tonight I will see my sister and brother in law for the first time since their move to Miami. I have missed them more than I ever thought I would. The thought of spending the next few days with my family is far more rewarding than any gift I may receive this Christmas.
Maybe I am just way into the holiday spirit, but I am in love with love. I'm so sick of living around people who thrive on bringing other people and each other down all the time.
I have been really happy lately, and I think it is because I have found a couple people who I can admire. My faith in people has been restored.
All I ask for Christmas is that every person who is reading this, find yourselves and learn to find love in every little thing that you encounter.