Peeks out from behind rock
Yeah ok...so I have been hiding a little bit but then again doesn't everybody??
There is no real rime or reason behind it. Just didn't feel like posting for awhile and of course I can use the "I didn't have anything to post about" line. But at the end of the day I just didn't feel like posting.
But to give you a rap up so to speak of the past 2 months.
Dec
-Went to Nicole's parents for X-mas. Whooo was that fun. Nothing like having a bitch I don't want to be around plus people I really don't know to make the holidays great. Although I do find it funny that "the bitch" has them rapped around her finger. I have a really good guess why...their father is so sad about having not been there for his girls he wants to make it better w/ his grandchildren. Which BTW is not at all that uncommon w/ parents who felt that they didn't do a good job w/ generation 1 so they try extra hard to be better w/ generation 2. But I am getting away from my point. The point is that "the bitch" is getting what she wants by using these people even though we ALL heard for years that she hated them and wanted nothing to do with them. Funny what a few bucks will do to change someones deep seeded hate for someone. I can understand making peace w/ a bad parent but that doesn't mean there has to be things under the tree for you to show up and be nice nor does it mean after getting your stuff making a b-line for the door either.
-Started living w/ Nicole...duh. After month one nothing really changed. It was just like it was when we were dating except we live under the same roof.
-Mandy and I didn't fight this X-mas. Maybe she finally got a sense of humor or maybe that stick up her ass last X-mas finally got removed. Maybe that is it so to speak. Mandy the gf was a fucking bitch but Mandy the wife is a lot easier to deal w/. I will say that I get along w/ her WAY better now than I ever did. Lets just hope it keeps up so I don't have to kill her.
Jan
-Went to a New Years party at Jason's. As always there was something crazy going down but that is the way of it. It was nice to be around family like that.
-Speaking of family. Pop's decided to have a little heart to heart w/ Jason and I. Yeah that went over like a jew in Mecca. Pop's of course had to tell Jason and I what bad people we were and how we aren't yet acting like men. So you know that Jason was going to get pissed at being told his not a man but is married and has a family. The whole purpose of the talk was to find out why Jason looks down on me for being ambitious and to get him to stop. See Jason has the whole...You need to be around your family and if you can make more money outside of town you should say no b/c if you are there w/ your kids they won't grow up bad like he and I. Well of course that is not anything close to what Pop's talked about. So Jason got pissed at Pop's and I really didn't say anything till the end. Which of course Jason took wrong. See he thinks that he and I are never going to be close like our family has always wanted b/c there is too much in the past or something like that...I really didn't understand his point on it. So I just look at him and told him he's a liar and wrong. He's always going on and on about how we are different people and crap. Well I finally called his bullshit on it. I told him that the only reason there is a difference is b/c he wants it that way and to quit saying that we are different b/c we're not. We are the same person just trying different ways about making it in life but that I know too much about him and he knows too much about me to act like we're just strangers who happen to be brothers.
-Been having some fun roommate drama. Other people not wanting to pick up after themselves, always having people over day after day after day, can't pay rent on time, not knowing how to load a dishwasher then pitching a child like fit when pointing out again that it wasn't done right, wanting to prove "The great Clayson" wrong so they pick a fight for almost a week just so they feel like they won, almost lost 2 roommates b/c one couldn't be happy w/ what they have so the pushed for more and lost then almost lost it all b/c they couldn't stop running their mouth, 2 want-to-be alpha females fighting all the time over everything including time w/ people over at the house and what to watch on TV, One roommate that keeps trying to treat me like some green behind the ear newbie who doesn't know how "games" are played, and to top it off you can almost cut the tension w/ a knife between the 2 couples who live and stay mostly on their own side of the house.
-I quit smoking. Got sicker than shit b/c of it ALL month long. The things I am doing for my little girl but I needed and wanted to do it too so no big deal.
-After living w/ Nicole for a month things have indeed changed. It's been so long since I lived w/ a gf it's hard to remember the finer points to it. Don't get me wrong things are not going bad or anything like it. I just forgot how much of yourself you have to give up to share your life w/ someone.
OK more to come later.
There is no real rime or reason behind it. Just didn't feel like posting for awhile and of course I can use the "I didn't have anything to post about" line. But at the end of the day I just didn't feel like posting.
But to give you a rap up so to speak of the past 2 months.
Dec
-Went to Nicole's parents for X-mas. Whooo was that fun. Nothing like having a bitch I don't want to be around plus people I really don't know to make the holidays great. Although I do find it funny that "the bitch" has them rapped around her finger. I have a really good guess why...their father is so sad about having not been there for his girls he wants to make it better w/ his grandchildren. Which BTW is not at all that uncommon w/ parents who felt that they didn't do a good job w/ generation 1 so they try extra hard to be better w/ generation 2. But I am getting away from my point. The point is that "the bitch" is getting what she wants by using these people even though we ALL heard for years that she hated them and wanted nothing to do with them. Funny what a few bucks will do to change someones deep seeded hate for someone. I can understand making peace w/ a bad parent but that doesn't mean there has to be things under the tree for you to show up and be nice nor does it mean after getting your stuff making a b-line for the door either.
-Started living w/ Nicole...duh. After month one nothing really changed. It was just like it was when we were dating except we live under the same roof.
-Mandy and I didn't fight this X-mas. Maybe she finally got a sense of humor or maybe that stick up her ass last X-mas finally got removed. Maybe that is it so to speak. Mandy the gf was a fucking bitch but Mandy the wife is a lot easier to deal w/. I will say that I get along w/ her WAY better now than I ever did. Lets just hope it keeps up so I don't have to kill her.
Jan
-Went to a New Years party at Jason's. As always there was something crazy going down but that is the way of it. It was nice to be around family like that.
-Speaking of family. Pop's decided to have a little heart to heart w/ Jason and I. Yeah that went over like a jew in Mecca. Pop's of course had to tell Jason and I what bad people we were and how we aren't yet acting like men. So you know that Jason was going to get pissed at being told his not a man but is married and has a family. The whole purpose of the talk was to find out why Jason looks down on me for being ambitious and to get him to stop. See Jason has the whole...You need to be around your family and if you can make more money outside of town you should say no b/c if you are there w/ your kids they won't grow up bad like he and I. Well of course that is not anything close to what Pop's talked about. So Jason got pissed at Pop's and I really didn't say anything till the end. Which of course Jason took wrong. See he thinks that he and I are never going to be close like our family has always wanted b/c there is too much in the past or something like that...I really didn't understand his point on it. So I just look at him and told him he's a liar and wrong. He's always going on and on about how we are different people and crap. Well I finally called his bullshit on it. I told him that the only reason there is a difference is b/c he wants it that way and to quit saying that we are different b/c we're not. We are the same person just trying different ways about making it in life but that I know too much about him and he knows too much about me to act like we're just strangers who happen to be brothers.
-Been having some fun roommate drama. Other people not wanting to pick up after themselves, always having people over day after day after day, can't pay rent on time, not knowing how to load a dishwasher then pitching a child like fit when pointing out again that it wasn't done right, wanting to prove "The great Clayson" wrong so they pick a fight for almost a week just so they feel like they won, almost lost 2 roommates b/c one couldn't be happy w/ what they have so the pushed for more and lost then almost lost it all b/c they couldn't stop running their mouth, 2 want-to-be alpha females fighting all the time over everything including time w/ people over at the house and what to watch on TV, One roommate that keeps trying to treat me like some green behind the ear newbie who doesn't know how "games" are played, and to top it off you can almost cut the tension w/ a knife between the 2 couples who live and stay mostly on their own side of the house.
-I quit smoking. Got sicker than shit b/c of it ALL month long. The things I am doing for my little girl but I needed and wanted to do it too so no big deal.
-After living w/ Nicole for a month things have indeed changed. It's been so long since I lived w/ a gf it's hard to remember the finer points to it. Don't get me wrong things are not going bad or anything like it. I just forgot how much of yourself you have to give up to share your life w/ someone.
OK more to come later.