I am reaching the end of my rope here...

Sep 28, 2005 15:28

While there is not some big plot against me. I still feel that too many things are going down at the same time and they are just making me one little stressed out ball of anger. I hope that in writing this out maybe everything will be better...

- I have an ex-gf who is bugging the shit out of me for pics of when we were dating. WHY?? She won't tell me but she really wants them.

"I just want him out of my life. I was so heartbroken when he said we couldn't be together anymore. But then I realized everything that I had put up with, and how much he made me cry, and realized that I was better off without him. No one deserves what I dealt with, and I dealt with it twice. So he's almost gone....it's almost the end...finalization will soon be here. Yay!!!!"

Then this the crap she is saying to everyone about how I broke her heart and what not. Ummm if I can read right(From my own journal)...wasn't it you that went though my phone and broke my trust with you?? Didn't you "try" to catch me doing something? Didn't your roommate who I told you would put a wedge between us like last time (You said that too back when we were trying for the 2nd time at first) Didn't that chick start the same shit again? I am so sorry that you found everything about me hard. I still to this day can't hear Dixie Chicks - Travelin' Soldier and not want to cry my eyes out thinking about the day I left and that song was playing. You were the first person to see me cry in 6 years. Lets talk about crying for a min. I cryed off and on for a week when I left for DG and I cried for a few days when out of no were you left me to date John. But that doesn't matter to you...you selfish fucking bitch. It was always about what you wanted, were you wanted to go, and who we did it with. Did you ever stop to think about how many times when went off and did stuff with my friends?? No because you were too busy planning what to do with your buddies a month from now. Every fucking one of your friends disliked me but most of the guys. Why? Because all of your gf's are the same nosy ass bitches from High School even thought that was 5-6 years ago for them...and almost 10 years for the super big bitch.

- I also have an ex-gf calling the girl in question to tell her what a bad person I am and such. WOW...I didn't know that a 5 month relationship made you a 25 year expert on me and my life. That and she's still pissed about my reasons for breaking up with her. Well guess what...every one I worked with at Corry knew that we were having sex. On the 25th of Aug it would have become illegal sex...they knew that and I knew that. That is why it end. Too many questions could be asked. And just as an FYI. The current girl in question and I haven't done that yet due to the fact it's illegal so you can't get off of that high horse too.

- Now what is really really really really really PISSING ME OFF. A friend of mine who was already warned once about needed to stop interfering in my relationships as not stopped. He is the one behind my ex calling the girl in question and 24hrs after meeting the girl in question he tried to convince her that I was sleeping around with my roommate. Well I have about had my fill of that shit. You need to stop trying to cause problems for her and I. I am not sure if we need to arm-wrestle, fight, play poker, a decathlon, or just yell till we can't talk. But I do know this...you are not innocent like you think you are. I have been told by many people including the girl in question that you are up to no good. Now I tried to play nice and give you a chance to let it go so that it didn't become a problem with us. That time is of course well past now due to trying to bring in the ex-gf to all of this.

I guess what hurts the most is that you tried to start shit with the the girl in question right after meeting her. You knew that she was with me and happy. Why did you want to fuck with that?? Why did you tell her and another long time friend not to tell me that you talked to her? Were you worried that I would get mad because you talked or were you worried I would find out what was said?? Why did you a week later come over to my house and party with me knowing that you tried stabbing me in the back?? Why did you say I was fucking my roommate when in fact you were the one fucking in my house? Well that is not a very true statement...First you couldn't get it up in my bathroom so you took the condom off (left the empty wrapper in there...on the floor...way to go James Bond) and just decided to just eat her out because that was all there was left to do because of your limp dick. The best thing about this is that it could not have been anyone else's condom but your's. The only other female there couldn't have sex, I went to bed by myself, and the only other guy there got his dick sucked with out a condom.

- I do feel really bad talking about what has gone on at my house. But I talk to all the people involved in this story and they feel if talking about what happened behind closed doors is the only way to stop you from fucking with her and I then so be it. And the person that you did stuff with is more than willing to tell your gf of 2 years about everything that happened.

So LAST WARNING...stop and we can put this behind us like nothing has happened or start WW III. Your choice..

-For the first and more than likely only time comments are going to be screened due to the fact of I don't need crazy women posting to this.
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