There is no such thing as, "fixing" or "curing"
Went to Hooters tonight, my first time there, and definitely my last. I swear I don't know if I will ever eat again, atleast not chicken anyways. I bet Kevin's 350 pound brother that I could eat more wings then him, and I did. He maxed out at 20, and I ate 24. I barely made it to the car without vomiting. I will never eat myself that sick again. I just couldn't let him beat me, and I didn't, so now its over.
I got home around 10:30, curled up into a ball, and suffered on the couch for a few hours.
Now I have tons of laundry to do.
Today Kevin and I went to McDonalds, I seen an old face, that brought back BAD memories, let's just say I could not even eat my food. For the first time I felt rage, instead of sadness, well then, I said things to Kevin that I have been wanting to say for along time. It wasn't very pleasant, but I needed to do it. I didn't feel the least bit guilty about hurting his feelings. And I realized I just don't care anymore. At all. I have lost my emotions. My heart has stopped feeling.
I need to explode. I am such an angry person.
I have some advice for those single people out there.
Stay single for as long as you can. You will KNOW when the RIGHT person comes along. Trust me you will just know, and it is the most amazing feeling in the world when you know. Don't ever let that one go.
"It's not what you thought when you first began it, you got what you want, now you can hardly stand it, though, by now you know, it's not going to stop, it's not going to stop, til you wise up"
I got home around 10:30, curled up into a ball, and suffered on the couch for a few hours.
Now I have tons of laundry to do.
Today Kevin and I went to McDonalds, I seen an old face, that brought back BAD memories, let's just say I could not even eat my food. For the first time I felt rage, instead of sadness, well then, I said things to Kevin that I have been wanting to say for along time. It wasn't very pleasant, but I needed to do it. I didn't feel the least bit guilty about hurting his feelings. And I realized I just don't care anymore. At all. I have lost my emotions. My heart has stopped feeling.
I need to explode. I am such an angry person.
I have some advice for those single people out there.
Stay single for as long as you can. You will KNOW when the RIGHT person comes along. Trust me you will just know, and it is the most amazing feeling in the world when you know. Don't ever let that one go.
"It's not what you thought when you first began it, you got what you want, now you can hardly stand it, though, by now you know, it's not going to stop, it's not going to stop, til you wise up"