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UGH. no new job after all... fucking lame ass bullshit...
the chick that was supposedly moving away decided to stay... AFTER giving her two weeks notice
so i don't have a job, gotta get back to lookin for one. joy. hopefully i can find something as close to immediately as possible... filled out an application today, prolly shoulda looked around some more but i have other shit that i felt like doing. tomorrow i will be able to focus better.
so im hungry as fuck... keep thinking about all the awesome food im gonna make once mike and i get our own place and i can afford to buy the groceries that i want... cookies all the time, cakes and pies, having friends over for dinner... wine and cheese parties... lol i am suchhh a fucking nerd but thinking about that shit makes me feel really good even though it's super lame and pathetic of me. i may sound harsh but its really only because i have a lot of problems with what is expected of humanity by humanity... especially this american culture i am stuck in, it's all fucking ridiculous bullshit... a cycle of bullshit that we just keep subjecting ourselves to because we've somehow convinced ourselves that it's what we're supposed to do. but i'm not convinced.
whatever though it's not like it matters one way or the other.
that's the even more fucked up part
BAH.
the chick that was supposedly moving away decided to stay... AFTER giving her two weeks notice
so i don't have a job, gotta get back to lookin for one. joy. hopefully i can find something as close to immediately as possible... filled out an application today, prolly shoulda looked around some more but i have other shit that i felt like doing. tomorrow i will be able to focus better.
so im hungry as fuck... keep thinking about all the awesome food im gonna make once mike and i get our own place and i can afford to buy the groceries that i want... cookies all the time, cakes and pies, having friends over for dinner... wine and cheese parties... lol i am suchhh a fucking nerd but thinking about that shit makes me feel really good even though it's super lame and pathetic of me. i may sound harsh but its really only because i have a lot of problems with what is expected of humanity by humanity... especially this american culture i am stuck in, it's all fucking ridiculous bullshit... a cycle of bullshit that we just keep subjecting ourselves to because we've somehow convinced ourselves that it's what we're supposed to do. but i'm not convinced.
whatever though it's not like it matters one way or the other.
that's the even more fucked up part
BAH.