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its days like today that i really really hate myself. i know its all part of the process but fucking a man humiliation sucks balls. why does it seem like nobody else in the world is ever as humiliated as i am???? i really don't understand. it makes me so fucking mad. and incredibly sad. and all anybody ever has to say is "you brought it on yourself" well fuck that! you're all just pricks and like to have somebody to look down on. it makes me sick.