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Mar 01, 2006 21:46

So I read a kids book today. I was appauled. Its called "So who's Mr. Fish anyways?" and I look in the back for a book pocket and I happen to catch a page with the title "Main Characters". I kid you not, I felt like I was in an episode of the Proud Family. Listen to these names.
Antonia
Alvin
Myrra
Emad
Renata
Sumate.
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Whatever happened to Jill? Sam?... maybe an occasional Raul?! but SUMATE?!

So through my meditations and really working on my character flaws, I've been blessed with a sort of calm. Yeah, it sounds gay... but for the tumultuous being that is Kathryn Leigh Cramer, it has been amazing. Grappling with the idea of a higher power is the most amazingly difficult task I've had lately. I've been studying buddhism. In all other religions I've encountered, there has been this uncomfortable necessity of worshiping an unseen god. I love the idea of going through life with your eyes open instead of following blindly what you're told to do. Like I said though, I'm grappling.

I did this for you Kiley.
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