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[yo_soy_fea]

i never liked the way the night sounds in the summer.
or the sound of a full theater during quiet parts of the movie.
i prefer syrupy silence.
the kind that snow brings.
with air so thick sound waves cant penetrate.

apparently, im starting to collect things i hate.

ive been exceptionally...broody recently.
very introverted and questioning and introspective.
i feel like a teenager. again.
i just have all of these stupid emotions.
mostly im just angry. no one can do anything right these days. definitely on edge.
i think my disposition is even changing.
im just not as cheerful.
and little things bother the shit out of me when before i wouldnt have ever paid any attention to them.
what is wrong with me?!