Sid
so I fucked this skinny hunchbacked kid for a few days, & now look at me- I’m as desperate as an illegal alien, as disheartened & depressed as cancer patients, endangered species.
the thing is, I’m way out of his league, & he STILL left me because he thought I was a prostitute.
good lord!
when I heard last night that he’d been shooting heroin at the party, I cried as I typically do, like I am on an airplane & it is being hijacked or something.
oh boy, how terribly I want to take care of him like a housewife, a hospital, would.
how thoroughly I long now to be by his side, the same way in which a broken bone might long for it’s cast.
the thing is, I’m way out of his league, & he STILL left me because he thought I was a prostitute.
good lord!
when I heard last night that he’d been shooting heroin at the party, I cried as I typically do, like I am on an airplane & it is being hijacked or something.
oh boy, how terribly I want to take care of him like a housewife, a hospital, would.
how thoroughly I long now to be by his side, the same way in which a broken bone might long for it’s cast.