feeling lousy
Since yesterday I started looking at apartments because I still haven’t heard anything from FSU.
I really want to stay on-campus my first year mainly because I want the experience of a college student. This means having a roommate and meeting all the people on your floor during floor meetings and stuff like that., but I know as times goes by the chances of me actually getting a room on campus are slim.
I’ve looked up some cool places and one of my favorites has been Jefferson Pointe. It looks pretty cool and it’s relatively cheap, but one of the best things about it is that Janelle is staying there so I will know at least one soul.
But my parents, especially my dad, think everything I look at is too expensive. He has this stupid idea that ill just have to rent a room in some random family’s house. He is been really been an ignorant about this whole thing. he does not understand that I want this to be an experience that I will remember forever and will help me grow
the worst part is that he is forcing me to do things like call one of his friend's nice because she goes to FSU and ask her to take me to a church and show me around. I don’t have a problem with the girl showing me around, is just that I feel he is coercing me to do things his way. I really do want to find a church up in tally but by my dad telling me I have to do this and go there doesn't really make me happy.
I am soon going to the real world and he can’t understand that I am my own person and that I can make my own decisions
To make it worse I just found out that my English class was canceled due to the fact that not many people sign up for it. By it being canceled my whole schedule is mess up. The rest of the English classes are full and no ones that are still available are from 6:30 to 8 at night M W F.
The only way I can think to end this entry is by SCREAMING
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH